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Exams breaks

2011-10-14T12:26:00.001+08:00

Having exam from next week onwards!

Wont have the time to be here pen-ing down my thoughts and blogging. I am afraid of losing my passion for this. I dun have time to keep up with this.

After the call last night, he enlightened me. And I started to think my life is not an open book. It's hard to express those emotions within me deep down. Maybe it's time to keep a diary.
I used to have a book, where I wrote down my favourite lines in the movies, meaningful quotes that I got somewhere, my favorite poems all written down in that book. I should go dig this out...

Meanwhile, I just need to continue revision now and have fun during the weekends!!! I need a break.. Badly.

2007-03-17T13:20:00.001+08:00

asda

2007-01-01T19:45:00.001+08:00

http://princess-xxminxx.blogspot.com/

Happy New Year!!!i promised a new blog for a new year.so pls relink me with the above address.....
happy 2007!stay cheery and god bless!!!
and bye bye to this blog,although i hated this, i missed my blog, my dby blogskins but i need a fresh start!!:)

2007-01-01T19:45:00.000+08:00

http://princess-xxminxx.blogspot.com/

Happy New Year!!!i promised a new blog for a new year.so pls relink me with the above address.....
happy 2007!stay cheery and god bless!!!
and bye bye to this blog,although i hated this, i missed my blog, my dby blogskins but i need a fresh start!!:)

2006-12-29T19:07:00.000+08:00

unable to blog for the past few days due to the taiwan earthquake,causing the net to be soo slow and sorry i dun have a great patience with it...okay..so now gotta back track a little..bear with it...

starting on tues,
went out with sifan...(i guess it was like 3 days ago,and i couldnt really remember much details bout it le) to bugis! and guess what it was RAINING!!argh!!hey shopping with an umbrella in your hands werent a nice thing to do,making you look so auntie.we decided to meet later causing the rain was pouring heavily, meet around lunch time and headed off...i remembered we had a list of things to do,like to buy this this this and to do that that that, i think we managed to completed half of it.
the shopping list/to do list:
*pay bills to m1
*go to m1 to check whether sifan had bought the rite bluetooth
*hp pouch
*hp accessories
*take neoprints
*check out some bags
*shop for clothes
*lunch
end up we spend most of our money on earrings!! i bought 5 for like 8 BUCKS!!!
earrringS!!

wed:
went out with my aunt to orchard..she treated us swensen and again it was RAINING!argh!unfortunately only my aunt brought umbrella.so me and bros were like running in the rain!and guess what,my aunt bought me my nike bag!!i love it sooo much!it was what i wanted....
THANK YOU SOOO MUCH!!!:))
went to many place to search for my bro's bag,at last i think he will settle for a crumpler bag!

yesterday went out with liz and bel..(cancelled my trip to taiwan since there was an earthquake..*winks*so didnt manage to celebrate his bday with him:(( )anyway went N.Y.D.C to ate our lunch..there de baked rice not too bad...went out actually to celebrate liz bday but seemed like everyone ended up with a shopping spree...everyone bought something..me bought a fbt shorts and nike water bottle, liz a bag and a nike bottle (same as me but different colour), bel a jeans for her NY and fbt shorts...we treated liz ice creams at swensen..and they were heavenly...nice...and probably the cause of sugar rush, bel got real zi high. nobody bothered about her...she just went high by herself..i was 'Unnaturally calm' ytd. i didnt go high worx....then we walked alot..we walked so much just to find bel's jeans and finally found hers at Mango's. probably she was still recovering the loss of her 99 bucks tees.i think all of us lost 10kgs after walking sooo much.(jking) i think i had gained weight with what i had just ate for the past few days!!sobx...

was so elated to see liz's blog today...haha...he jun xiang!!!! anyway ytd was mike's bday.didnt get to celebrate with him..sobx sobx....anyway pics...

anyway Happy Belated bday!!!!!

slack at hm today,and finally i am able to blog...:)) jj is currently overseas, in japan rite now...so bored....
anyway yjc called and i realised that no one is in the same hse as me..
class:OG31
hse:pierce 4
anyone same as me??!!
damn...everyone is like different..and now i really regret going for the 3 mths...argh!!!!I really dun feel like going le....can someone motivate me.?!

i miss my friends....will my life w/o u be the same?! i am sure the answer is NO!cause u are the one and only one!love ya! :))

2006-12-25T18:53:00.000+08:00

MERRY XMAS!!! i guess many blogs were be reporting how they celebrated their christmas!

christmas eve,and we had a small christmas party countdown at my house.my cousin they all came over and we had sooo much fun.there were the adult section and the kid section. okay i am under the kid section cause i am still 'underage'

adult section:
*wine (haha,but i managed to slip a mouthful! i am drunk!!)
*cards gambling!
*boring parenting,investing talks..

kids section:
*noisy!(all the screams came from here!)
*fruit juice instead of wine!!:(
*gossips
*watching vcd/dvds

enjoy watching the vcd,still racing to watch finish my hk drama。finishing!!!ate tibits while watching and that was so sinful! i will grow fatter!

nice dinner!and i love all my presents!!!! i love them!thanks you!!!

my dinner

recieve doggy (although not yumi!),2 mango tees!a skirt and a tweety bird soft toy!!!ah!!!so cute!i still in love with tweety!!thanks for all ur presentsss...

my christmas cake!

My FRUIT Juice!!(DOES IT LOOK LIKE WHITE WINE)?

anyway celebrate till wee hrs like 3++ and woke up quite late today morning.the clearing up was the most irritating part!ARGH!!

okay,backtrack a little.to many dec babies: hui ping, hui juan,HE JUN XIANG! hees!jingwen!and liz! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!did not forget ur bday! so Happy bday!and may all ur wishes and dreams come true...

anyway MERRY CHIRSTMAS TO ALL!!! sorry for the late sms greeting,cause busy watching vcds..hees...so yup!!!merry xmas once again and a happy happy new year!!

my chirstmas wish: i wish i can celebrate with mike he jun xiang for xmas and his bday!!!!!jingle bell jingle bell.....
why wasnt i the person who stood beside him!???

2006-12-22T18:21:00.000+08:00

Today went to shop for Christmas stuff with my mum and bro.we went to buy food for the christmas eve party today instead, cause we bought too much le. 3 person to carry the stuff were not enough... bought many beautiful chocolates...tibitsss, ice cream...cant wait for the christmas party...it's gonna be fun....hadn prepare much presents yet! ;( sooon!!

thanks dan and jingwen for ur xmas' gifts!!love them so much!!!esp, the doggy!!!so cute!

since xmas is approaching, let me have my xmas's wishlist

*a real cute YUMI doggy soft toy!*
*a new nike bag*
*my complete sets of Jodi Picoult and Dan Brown story book!*
*able to have he jun xiang to celebrate with me!(ok wishful thinking of me)

i really think i live for the laughter that i place on your facce, seeing the laughter on my friends, family really make me feel that i live for them! do i bring laughter in your life?! ok maybe i will try to cut down the lame cold jokes that i always tell u guys...

so happy, watch finished Full House le..omg!i really in love with RAIN!! ah!!i love the way he act so childish,so jealous!!at last he was still so sweet in the character!!i love him!!now wish i can attend his singapore concert..i really understand why fans can be so crazy over him after watching full house...cause he was just too cute in it!!! i wanna watch his next show, a love to kill. can anyone tell me whether is it nice?! managed to complete 24 disc in 2 days..after staying up late till2++ to watch it, feeling a sense of accomplishment.
now catching hk drama, jiu tian feng yun! after that will go back to korean drama again!omg!!i am sooo obsess with drama!!

RAIN!!!

2006-12-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

today finally watched finish Devil Beside You dvd le..bel and liz came over just now and we FINALLY complete the whole series. i didnt cry worx!! remember the time when my cousin came over, she every single part of the last few episode also cry de! this time i didnt shed tears maybe too numb le. crying too many times at the same scene seemed silly. haha.liz cried at the scene i used to cry. [ the part where ah meng really ask qi yue to be strong even without him by her side..omg!that part was very touching indeed.]

today de disc finished quite early,then went to chat and crapped abit!! the most aggitated is how one can be so irresponsible!! smsing to escape reality and how we hate waiting for ppl's sms for long time and mayb they dun even bother to reply back!arggH!

past few days were crazy over korean dramas!!watched finish My girl liao!the show damn nicee...first time crazy over korean drama. and yes! totally agree that korean dramas always sad sad de! crazy over the 2 guys in the show..mayb more on the main lead!!he soooo shuai!:p now watching full house. plot almost like the same de...make me more confused!! rain's body seemed too broad and perfect!!

school's life is coming back soon... although cant wait to meet all my old friends, i still hadnt enjoy much of my holiday yet!!!

one thing i realised today!life can be so unpredictable. (sounding like krishna) and many things might happened to someone's life and you dunno about it, till lately... sometimes i feel sad..i really wonder where was i when maybe they needed someone to talk to! i not sympathising them but i really wonder whether i am fit to be their friends anot?! cause i felt that 2 incidents that happened to my 2 best friends really caused me to ponder over this! i felt that i had not done much and not fit to be their friends. where was i?!

-----------in the process of a new blog------------

2006-12-14T19:08:00.000+08:00

my whole body is aching veryvery badly... my back,legs and hands were all aching... yesterday went to sentosa for the class outing. the attendance was disappointing though as many ppl have job commitment.anyway, though there were little 4Fians i still enjoyed myself. purpose to go there first was to get darker and sun-tanning, however,the weather was a little threatening yesterday, first we thought it was going to drizzle and we went to seek for shelter,later when we were in the shelter, the sun came out..argh! played some games too..and cycle... first hr cycling wasntreally tiring,we used the bike to get us to 7-11 to buy food.. then later hangyang wanted to cycle, and we rested a while and cycled with him,he was so damn fast lah..cant catch up with him. he was our tour guide in sentosa of the day. he was so funny. he keep introducing and telling us how beautiful the scenery was and how the sun set will be like etc... we were like ...... we are SINGAPOREAN OK!!! we know sentosa well enough.!

anyway this is wad we get!! after cycling for 2 hr, our whole boday started aching right after we stepped down from our bike! left sentosa around 5++ but reached home nearly 8 because of some inconsiderate ppl who cut our quene while waiting for the bus in sentosa departure centre!!

i miss my mum's food. ate a hearty dinner just now...

went to collect my spec just now..okay,got many different comments..

will be still in the same sch as liz and sifan for first 3 mth JC!so happy!got 2 of my best fren accompany me for the next 3 mths++. hope me and liz will be in the same course as me!!!!

2006-12-11T18:02:00.000+08:00

today went back to band.. feel so shuang going back to band...cause i am SENIOR liao le...haha..i am the first to go back to band in my section..(anyway my section only 2 pass outt lah!) yupp..went back..disappointing... the attentence of my section was so damn lousy...next yr SFY some more! anyway will be going back for band camp... i am sooo happy..haha..i can play my horn leh!! okay although it was not in the best condition, but i tried my scales, it was okay, and amerdian dances! haha!! i can play those melody part...i thought i had forgotten my horn skills!:p

went back with bel today and thought that i was late. supposed to meet her at 9.30 and me and my mum overslept. woke up nearly 9!! rush through and realised actually i wasnt that late..i am only A MINUTE late...

went off during lunch break, went to sun plaza to meet my mum. do my spec le..quite cheap.this uncle damn nice...keep explaining to me contact lenses all these...there the spec sell so much cheaper... then chose a purple thick frame glasses..i dunno will it looked really werid on me but i guess i decided to take something new and different...

then my mum went to cut her hair short.. i saw my hairdresser thomas. and he was like styling a guy's hair..now the guy's hair so damn nice..anyway, he was stunned to see me... he thought i was here for another hair cut...(only two weeks have past since i cut my hair...) anyway he saw my mum for the first time too...at one moment he might be thinkin i had too much money to spend..

saw mr lee on my way back..is it lucky?!! holidays le..i still see him... it was a damn awkward conversation!

Me:hello, mr lee!
mr lee; hey! you working here ar?!
me: *gasp!!* NO!!! i shopping with my mum(me working in NTUC!!!!!!??)
mr lee: oh then..
ME: i just went back for band..
mr lee:nodding his head..
me: ya ok!bye! (quickly end this conversation!)

when will KONE cd be out?!

2006-12-10T15:51:00.000+08:00

fri-

stay at hm and part half of my wardrobe..and found out so many old magazines hiding inside my drawers... and i guess i had to throw some away..mayb like around 50++ .... realised i really spend more than $$500 on mag itself...

Anyone want these mag?!! for free! FOC HORX!! sms me asap..if not i will either throw away or sell away le....

sat-

went out to 3 places. namely, marina square,suntec city and citylink..haha..actually they are all link to each other...went for a shopping spree...shop alot yesterday..and bought a few stuff...i bought my boots le!!at lt found the RIGHT SIZE AND RIGHT COLOUR!!my MR RighT!!! so happy... went carefourr and bought FBT shorts...and how sway can i be, while shopping, my spec broke..and now i am without my spec..and i not going to open my new box of contact lenses...argh!! and i have to do another spec asap le...and using my own money!!!! going to declare bankrupt soon le...

My lovely boots!!haha..i am a crazy fans of shoes these days....

oh ya.today also got the golden horse award encore telecast.me and my cousin were like watching at our grandma hse. she watched it twice and she didnt notice there is he jun xiang and rainie in that award! ........ saw the red carpet and we were screaming when we saw he jun xiang..haha..and we were comparing our idols again.
*the battle between He jun xiang and Ming dao!**

this is the pic that we saw and we were so crazy! :P

today is the star award..surprising i am looking forward towards it this yr...joe cheng is here for the award....haha...knew that few days ago,still harping on the belief mike will come along with his gd fren joe... well... i think is impossible now..anyway get to see joe, i contented...

tml going back to band le.and it will be the first time i am going to play my horn after like wad seems to be like, mths!

decided to change a new blog url and skin after this yr.so after 31/12/06 you will see me with a new blog..currently the new blog is still under construction...update u guys soon!

Kone new album is still out of stock..!!!!!!

2006-12-07T18:14:00.000+08:00

just came home after shopping with sifan...haha...went to eat fish and co today... the serving was so big lah...cant really finish the fries... then ate for like an hr plus and went to shop.... went to borders to find the book. and then went to heeren HMV. wanted to buy Kone new album since i have the 10 bucks voucher still had not used yet.but it was sold out.. we were there pitying those artist whose face are covered by the HMV price tag.went to many cds shop and the Kone cd were all sold out..i didnt knew it is so in demand. then went cathay. took neoprints with that damn stupid useless machine although the pics turned out to be okay! then went to have a drink.after that bought sifan 10 bucks chicken(sound very nan ting) then went popular. didnt know inside orchard popular open a small bookstore. saw some interesting books and 'underage' books. one book titled caught my attention 'why do men have nipples?!' then also bought a damn big retro white hairband.

my white hairband! damn retro and big!

this is the first time that i went out and it rained.. morning went to YJC to hand back the form. and the security guard managed to recognise us.

yesterday went to YJC for a 'chit chat' session. and they gave us a chance to go YJC for the first 3 mths. however they requested me to join back band. okay...i guess i get to 'enjoy' my french horn for another 2 yrs. i think i gonna go back to sch to practice my horn liao... so long didnt touch,i think even my basic few notes i couldnt play le...
ok all BIG BIG THANKS TO SIFAN!! if she never encouraged me to go to try YJC i will never get in to 3 mths le...THANK YOU!!!! and we will be in the same sch for another 2 yrs!yay!!!!!!
at YJC when we first entered, the security guard was like so damn guai lan lah!so fierce..

sercurity guard: didnt see me here ah?! must come and report to me first!
me and sifan (arent we walking towards you le? our sch security guard also not so strict lah)
Security guard: what are u doing here?
us: going G.O
s.g: appealing?! see first test failed liao!!!
us:ok!*blegh* (walked off)

after that met myrin and liz to go bel's hse to watch DBY! still got 2 disc to go... JIA YOU!!!

2006-12-05T18:07:00.000+08:00

what i had been doing these days are maraton watching idols drama... watch 5 dramas in 1.5 days with ah girl since she came over to my house to sleep over..... 5 dramas in 1.5 days was a huge rush!!! making me so sick of them now...watched love magician, iswak,DBY(again) and green forest my home and one more... so sick... watch them like at least thrice now... ah girl sleep over was so fun..everyday watch dramas till 1/2 +++ then chat in my room with girl stuff till 3++ then we slept.... so fun....
next week maybe she comig over again..haha..more he jun xiang dvds she going to bring..our next few maratons drama will be love contract, marry me, goong etc...
cant wait

so tired..just came back from bel's hse and watch disc 2 and prt of disc 3 of DBY! yes DBY!!!!!i still cant manage to convince them that ah meng is real cute,sweet and shuai!!! argh!! anyway tml going back to her hse to continue dby maraton!!

these are what i had watched!still love DBY most@!

2006-12-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

today sort of spring cleaning?!! my dad painted the living room and it is so muh whiter now.... next will be my room le..still thinking what colour suits my room?!

feel a sense of satisfaction! i cleared part of my room. i dumped all the tys and txbk in 4 boxes! how scary!!!and my room feel so refreshed and bigger now...or is it just illusion?!! hey i vaccum and mopped my whole room and also my bro's one ok!! that is very unlike of me!!

my blog entry is getting shorter each day and i dunno wad to continue!

**xiang xiang**

2006-12-01T18:54:00.000+08:00

today went to causeway to collect my bro spec. red!

anyway went to cd shop.it had been some time since i shop for cds and i realise my albums had been released... i am so tempted to buy some cds now and i bought the latest WESTLIFE cd adding to my collection..

cds considering to buy:
1.xiao zhu- spec show
2.KONE- love story of romeo and juilet

cds that i had bought:
- wu ke jun
- fei lun hai
-westlife

yay!! mike and rainie is going to act in this new series exchange love..they are back together at last.cant wait for the chemistry between them. pics. credit from rainie's blog!

CANT WAIT!

2006-11-30T18:59:00.000+08:00

ytd bel,myrin and liz came over to my hse to watch DBY!!i think they really enjoying it..most of the time i was persuading them to know that ah meng is a nice person, convincing them he jun xiang is just too cute and shuai to be true..anyway...bel still like yuan yi...both are nice guys but i prefer ah meng..towards the end if bel still dun like ah meng i might as well shoot myself.

believe me, ah meng is really a nice character.

they are so addicted to this series..tues will go to bel hse to watch disc 2.yay!!

was bored at hm and was told to teach my bro and i will even get money after teaching him..haha...

watch the cinderella story and started to get crazy over chad micheal murray again.going to continue my old movie marraton with a walk to remember next!

**no replacement of he jun xiang!**

2006-11-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

after prom nite blues

anyway yesterday was the prom nite and it was held at mertius mandarin. bel and myrin came over to my house before prom to make up together...thanks mummy!for helpin us with our make up.love yoU!!then it was rather early...then decided to entertain them with dvd and we watch DBY! yay!bel is falling in love with the series..too bad..only finish first episode then we have to get ready...

thanks daddy for sending us there... we were rather early..around an hr early?! then we went to nearby cathay and took neoprints with our 'formal' outfit..we looked rather werid walking down the street with the outfit like these.many stares...

then we reached le.we thought we were too formal but then it was okay compared. we choose table 8 and we sat with yuching they all and angela and may! our table is the fullest!!

oh ya i won a lucky draw.. i was telling bel hope that we will not win..we were too lazy to walk down the steps to collect the prize and right after i said it, my no. was called.. okay anyway my prize was a HMV 10 BUCKS voucher.

end of it.and we had the prom king who was chunn ann and prom queen kai xin..CONGRATS!!!blah...blah..blah...
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oh ya!!have to thanks the BTS! for organising such a interesting and wonderful memorable prom nite... i think i really enjoyed myself alot...thanks for leaving me such a wonderful memories..i really appreiciate it so much!thanks!!!!

2006-11-28T12:52:00.000+08:00

in less than 7 hrs!!!

prom nite is later..so excited..bel and myrin will be coming over in like an hr or so...

come online to check up the prom blog.must take note the place details. it will be embarrassing if we misunderstood the place...

my mum keep harping on the lame excuse that i gave her

MUM: go pack your room lah.since you so free...
me:(being so lazy) cannot tml my prom nite. later i injured my hand all this i cant attend prom nite liao!*wink*
MUM: ................................................................

see what lousy excuse i gave... gonna pack my room after prom nite liao..i think tml bah!!

it is stil raining...can it stop?!!!

ppl enjoy the prom nite together ....must play hard..enjoy your time there ya!!!!

2006-11-27T15:27:00.000+08:00

well...wanted to go out with my aunt and my bro....really wanted to go..cause my bro is giving us a treat!!! a treat! first time in my 16 yrs of living, but i backed out last min after suffering from foot blister from intesive shopping over the past few daysssss...... better recover before prom nite tml!

quite excited about prom tml! still dunno which dress to choose!

anyway! ppl going to the prom! in less than 24 hrs!

2006-11-24T21:10:00.000+08:00

went causeway.. bought some stuff.. bought a necklace which is very very ex..so thanks MUMMY!! and a pair of ear ring to match with my necklace.
bought a new colour hair dye.the previous one had no effect on my dark black hair..

legs are really aching so badly.. the whole week had been out shopping for prom stuff..mayb on prom nite i really need crutches.

my cousin just finished her prom nite..and she really enjoyed it.. now i am awaiting for mine!

**still mike**

2006-11-23T21:34:00.000+08:00

went shopping with them again...took neoprints..bought rin's shoes liao.... haha...
i am so in love with pink!!lol!

bought a pair of ripples slippers.

stay at long john like the longest in my life.like 2+ hrs??! chat quite alot..found out 3 of us are very very different..one section is the most funniest:the part where we think of ways to confess to a guy that we like him..

*today weather very good* **winks**

**pink rawks!!**

haha..shal put my font colour pink!

2006-11-22T19:40:00.000+08:00

bel and myrin just left my house...

anyway cut my hair today with them.bel changed her hair...quite funky though.will try her hair after this hairstyle so that can cover the 'hole' haha.

went to buy make up too..end up spending close to 70 bucks

after that they went to my house to see my dress. and they said is too mature..damn..! gotta see any nicer dress these days..play with the make up and learning how to put on...
'zou niu ren zen fun'
so angry with the hair spray, ending up spraying my hair brown still cant see the effect of it..is my hair too dark?!

tml going out to check out some shoes...

*hey ppl try to support prom nite lah!one in the life time!!! the most memorable nite u can spend with ur sec sch mates!*

2006-11-21T18:58:00.000+08:00

ok...shall blog more often....

anyway legs aching so badly.the effect start on today....4 days of non-stop shopping... heard shopping can lose weight?!anyway shop for prom accessories... but dun seem to get anything yet

fri- went out with my aunt and got my fei lun hai cd from her!! yay!! and we went cafe cartel to eat...nice!! went plaza sing and check out 80gb ipod! woh!impressive!! had a liking on a nike bag!!saving money! then went to orchard shop around

sat- went out with my family to orchard.shope for my prom shoes(boots) saw one! but its 90 buckS!!! dunno whether shld i buy although my parents allow.but its really alittle ex.. will go and find on thurs again...

sun- went queensway and vivocity... 2nd time at vivocity isnt as interesting/exciting as i thought. went to search for shoes too..but instead bought storybooks..

mon- went out with them to accompany them to buy prom dresses... aiyo *you* better eat more..so skinny!!even SMALL SIZE CANT fit you!!!anyway i like both of your dress...thinking if my dress is a little too mature compared to you 2..have fun shopping with them..though that was the 3rd day and legs showing aching symptom.

today- went back to sch with liz,myrin and hui ping.. nice seeing them all again!!;) went back just to collect that A form!! then chat for a while...
*hope you managed to find ur wallet soon!*
*oh ya !i like liz hair's colour!!!*

tml going to cut my hair with them again and probably buy some make up stuff.... hopefully my legs stop aching liao! ;P still wonderiing what will i look like?!

yay!my mum allow me to dye my hair..and she suggest it herself!!! *surprised*

*enjoying the process of preparing the prom nite!!!!!!

2006-11-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

oh my god..i think i broke historic records..... 27 aug is my last blog update and thats like 3 mths!! haha...miss blogging.. and I AM BACK!!! i know i promise to have a new blog url and outlook for my blog..but i am too lazy to do it just right now..as for changing the outlook of my blog........ i cant bear to be apart from devil beside you!!! although thought of changing to GOONG! but...i still wanna mike he jun xiang....

anyway 3 mths not updated.will try to keep it short and recall what i had been doing..i think this will going to be a long entry,..bear with me...

for the past 3 mths been mugging hard for Olevels..and now at this very day!!!!on 16th nov. finally its over...haha..although dun have the 'exam-over' mood yet.studying had been part of my life and a daily routine(living my life almost like krishna) and now not studying seem to be something missing..dun seem right...

anyway is over liao..not going think toomuch about it..i think i had mugged hard and try my best..today although wasnt in gd physical condition to take 3 papers in a day!had flu and fever... shit!! and he is angry!die le!

anyway is over

history paper tmwr!bel! must jia you worx!!jia you!! dun give up!!! dun slack!!

so many things wanna to do after exam..watchin vcd again..(devil beside you!!) yes again and play computer games and shopping.....!!!!! :0

12 more days to prom night!so excited..i think the process of preparing prom was so interesting and fun...

bought sims 2 pet !! ah...going to play later...seem interesting....

oh ya.graduated long ago..actually not too long but ya still wanna say to every cchyians! thanks for being there when i need u ppl!! thanks for leaving me such a wonderful memories in my sec sch life. for the past 4 years i have found my best best best good good friends...thank you!!!appreciate u guys!!!

below will be my gratitude to u ppl!!!will miss you guys de!!
*sifan!
*anabel!
*myrin
*sophia
*liz
*hui ping
*coli
*2E/1E (2003-2004)
*4F/3F(2005/2006)
*band esp french horn!
many more.....etc...

anyway will update moree soon...meanwhile ..takar!!!

2006-08-27T18:55:00.000+08:00

just dropping by ...

MIKE HE JUN XIANG COMING TO SINGAPORE TOMMORROW!! the saddest thing is I CANT GO!!sobx!!!!

2006-07-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

woh!!my last post was like 7th july..it was nearing a mth.. i think i broke my last record..this is the longest...sorry peeps...nowadays usually went online to go youtube to watch videos.. been quite busy with sch stuff..so ya..shall summarise everything in a few lines in the past few weeks..

1. yes i am still very much alive!
2. yes my blog is dying...
3. sch's life got pretty hectic.
4.prelims are approaching. 44 days from now!
5. i sprain my ankle while playing volleyball during p.e
6. leg is recovering in process
7.my blog will be closing down soon for some time

yup...u saw it...going to shut my blog mayb sometimes soon.i dun have the time to blog these days..olevels are here soon..jia you!!!

dun miss me and my blog soon..mayb i will be back soon...who knows my tolerance level?!

a quick update...oh my GOSH!!there is sequel for devil beside you..yay!!! and let's get married will be shown on starhub (but its near to my prelim) but i die die mut catch it!!and mike he JUN xian will be coming to SINGAPORE next MONTH!!oh my god...am i living in a fairyland?wake me up pls!!!

happy!!

2006-07-07T18:02:00.000+08:00

Devi lBeside You - Chou Nan Ren

my favourite!!
Advice to off the sound.cause it is the same as my background music!

2006-07-04T18:04:00.000+08:00

had been watching world cup matches last few days..portugal won england!! although i shld be very happy butafter reading the news on ronaldo there is no sense of happiness in my feeling le. is it a fair win. to me ronaldo and rooney both had fault in the game lah..anyway still Rooting for portugal for their next big match with france!!
tonite will be germany and italy. dunno will i be watching anot..anyway supporting the germs!

oh ya rewind the past few days.....
sun:went to drum concert..yep i did...and the performance was not too bad..i love our sch performance..our scout drums are simply the best!!enjoy the performance by them...anyway before that went bugis. took neoprints with myrin and hui ping. oh ya huiping proposed to me on sun!!!yes!!during the drum concert when the choir was singing 'ming tian wo yao jia ge ni.'(tml i wan to marry u) hao gan dong worx...

2006-07-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

was busy typing out my lit holiday hmwk essay..yup!june holiday hmwk essay. i just managed to complete it!yay!!feeling a sense of satisfaction!!finally can let it out of my mind. a week is passing. getting used to being back to sch. instead i feel like going back to sch esp when we share the juiciest gossip in class..haha...realised my class really divided ourselves into 2 country.it is like the west germans and the east german. then was talking to bel,hp and myrin added poland because we didnt like the upper half of our country. anyway ya.through gossip, i learn something!
* everybody change! or maybe everybody IS CHANGING! i dun even know a person now even though i USED to think that i know he/she damn well since we are like sch/class mates for like 6 yrs? ending up,i realised i dunno anything about you..what a wasted time we spent together. i just have to know that me and u are really drifting apart. sometimes i had to put up my fake front but that was not supposed to be with frens!

*in a relationship, i think it always take two hand to clap. it is not one party fault. and this is the most complicated relationship i will even hear.god.not a love triangel but a love square!!

anyway Germany won!haha!yay!!won a lunch with dan!haha..i want...swensen for my lunch!lolx...

oh ya.this week the most hectic week is finally going to be over..god..sch opening ceremony rehearsal was like so busy..teachers were busy,we are busy..whole class was involved in it in parade or performance or even backstage. invovled in the backstage and i am impt too ok..haha..w/o me the performance wont be such a sucess too lah!anyway stop bhb-ing here

tml will be going to scout concert!!WILL BE!!ok after being persuaded by onglai soooo many times,he even cried!! mr lee and hui ping..because of YOU HUI PING!!i am GOING ok!so see how impt u stay in my heart too,...(not blaming you hor)ok i will try to enjoy the concert though i wished i was back hm watching DEVIL BESIDE ME!!!*sobx*

2006-06-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

went to watch this!

it is very nice...chris pine was so handsome towards the last part...he shld take off his....haha...nerdy spectacles..the show is funny..but truely i dun believe how can one person be so that lucky,and how a person can get soooo unlucky...a kiss change everything...the ending was gd..they gave the luck to the small kiddy.

anyway..went to swensen to have our lunch with bel..eat till very full..wanted to eat sticky chewy chocolate but too full le..my baked rice is nice!then shop around..bel bought her billabong slippers le...me didnt buy anything...oh ya went to see some vcd..omg...so many mike he jun xiang vcd lah...so tempting

got to sch,though was late by 5 min but we are still one of the few earliest one..help to kang chairs..see the npcc very xin ku lor..haha...they saw us buying cold icy drink..drinking happily away and yet they cant do anything..so poor thing...haha...rehearsal ended early..went hm still managed to watch C.I.D.
oh ya talk about some idols..haha

Sophia:hey ming dao and owen very shuai

me:no no!i hate ming dao(dun ask me why,i just dun like)owen is ok.but mike most shuai!

huiping:*blur*who are they?

sch reopening in like 2 more days?! and i am still stuck with my lit essay...3 more!!!jia you!!

2006-06-22T18:28:00.000+08:00

yay!!change my blogskin last night...Devil Beside You!!!ah!!!this show RAWK!!!ah meng so shuai!!love this blogskin currently.....

today went out with jingwen..haha we went to bugis and it is like so fun..catching up the times we miss together...so fun....went to shop shop..took neoprints...it has been a long tim since i took neos... then went to kbox...yay!!haha..then dan and wen hui come and join us...haha..love the song tuo diao!!we sing like mad....lolx...then came to the devil beside you song...me and jingwen just went crazy....ah!!

jw:ah yi is mine!!
me:ah meng is mine!!!but......*gulp* i want ah yi and ah meng!!
(kana bash up by jingwen..lolx)

ok this is a pic of ah meng...so shuai rite...haha...better than ah yi!!!

jw:no ah YI better!!!you can have ur ah meng but leave my ah yi alone!!!
me:haha

2 siao zha bo crazy over guys!!

tata!

anyway so many nice movie want to watch.will be watching just my luck with bel tml..yay!!still got scary movie 4 which is NC16!haha..so many of u cant watch....ok..sad thing is hard to find ppl to watch with me.....sorry sifan wont be watching it with u...tml i cant make it...sorry!!

2006-06-21T18:23:00.000+08:00

does not have the mood and atmosphere of blogging this days..anyway..

yesterday is my dad's bday!!happy bIRTHDAY!!older a yr AGAIN!!haha....may all ur wishes and dreams come true..bought him a angie's the choice cake..so nice...before cutting the cake,he demanded us to sing him his bday song...haha...yup..so funny...
then today went to eat seoul garden with him to sort of celebrate his bday again!!cause ytd he was too busy to take leave...eat till so full there...then went to walk which is so boring where parents go and see their household thingys...

fri has to go back to sch to help out for rehearsal...mayb catching the movie just my luck before that...

ytd dad got so angry when sweden last min score between the match against england...lolx. so fierce..somemore his micheal owen injured..haix..england play so disappointing...anyway rooting for portugal and Spain!haha!!!

[[enjoy every moment of this week b4 sch start...]]

2006-06-16T22:12:00.000+08:00

today went for seminar...the lit one was damn boring...the money was so wasted...eng was ok..much Much better than lit..though the first section was boring.the 2nd one was a lecture from Mr Green...Woh..he Rawk!!!!his lecture is the best one i had..damn funny and interesting....god..and he is so knowledgable...if u are wondering....he is like in his mid 50s?!haha

then after that went for dinner..wanted to eat fish and co but too lazy to walk all the way to wheelock place...damn hungry..did not have any food since 11am..decided to settle for taka food court there...then we went to far east...bought RINGS!!haha...crown one and a mickey one..yay!then show bel the boots that i want to buy..still saving money....haix..

then later when to meet my aunt and cousin..went to this place called dunno wad pasta, which is in taka in front of mos burger one..ya...share a pasta,baked rice,chicken,and dunno what potatoes one..haha...3 person eat the shares of 4...damn full.growing fatter each day...then went to sony gallary to help my cousin to choose her psp for my aunt..saw alvin and gang.so qiao..ya..then went home..damn tired....in a week went orchard thrice.......god...

one more week to sch reopen...jia you...!!!afterholidays much chiong for OLEVELS LE!!!!happy holiday!

2006-06-15T22:13:00.000+08:00

its been a week since i blog..and like i always say time really pass so quicky...

really cant remember what happen this week but anyway had the lit seminar today...was quite useful though although towards the end i got really bored...meet the 4F elite gang in the morning...sorry guys didnt get to eat lunch with u today..we are surrounded by all the CHIJ girls...everywhere....

tml wil be the lit and eng one...sianz..one whole day...from 12 till like 5+?.....dun let it be a bore...

World cup Fever is back....i don't know who i am rooting for...Portugal?! ar...i am not an England fan..anyway watch a few match find that only spain have cute guys...lolx.

oh ya went to orchard on tues...saw dan...haha..went far east and bought a green tee and 2 pair of ear rings.everybody got something for themselves.

me:stated above
mum:very EX bag!
bro:pencil case, jeans...(lucky one)
happy!

2006-06-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

went to watch She's the MAn on thurs...quite nice..damn funny...but the guys there not very cute but duke is the most handsome one there..there are many movies i wanna catch though probably i will only catch the next movie called Just My Luck...

days pass so fast and is like left 2 week and sch is going to reopen..this yr the holiday seemed to pass so fast. i just didnt get much things done..esp my holiday assignment...lit not touch yet and thats scary!

[[wondering who are you talking on the phone....]]

2006-06-05T17:33:00.000+08:00

urgh...there is nthing much to blog these days..anyway my life is so boring...

went back to sch today...couldnt wake up..past few days had been staying up late watching devil beside me again...eyes getting smaller le...wake up ontil till 11+ and today miracles..i woke up at 8 and suppose to meet myrin under my block at 8.20

i am so crazy over idols show these days...damn...stop introducing me any shows..esp when there are cute guys inside...that is scary...

yesterday also went to harbour front there.. shopping there was ok.bought ear rings. went raffles place too..bought mark exspencer the biscuit...damn nice...wohoho!

oh ya not forgetting...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELVINA!!!!stay sweet 16 and cheery always...may all u dreams come true....

[[because of you.......u just make my day!]]

2006-06-01T13:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to orchard for lunch with all my aunties...went phoneix hotel to eat..there the food damn nice...went to eat the buffet...they have this rojak sauce fountain which seem very cool...got my billabong bag from aus from my auntie and cousin...that bag damn lucky.sit plane all the way from sydney to singapore..anyway the shopping trip was kinda boring cause it is not the place where my age should head to ...then went to coffee bean to drink coffee..i think i had tried all the ice blended coffee there le...

in coffee bean, it is the most interesting thing to be there...me and my cousin were so bored..and after bluetooth-ing her a song we decide to check out some blue tooh devices in coffeebean. realised that there are many people who turn on their bluetooth..and we tried to search is there is any cute,interesting ph name..and we saw quite afew nice one..but the one who really attract me and my cousin is CLICK HACKER..name very cool rite...like very shuai...so we began to look around coffeebean and try to figure out who will be click hacker..then we walked around coffeebean to check out..then saw one uniform guy and some others that should be able to fit this 'bad boy' name..then we suspect is one guy wearing black aged 23+?then my bro and my cousin went near them to check.my bro then suddenly asked out loud

brother:do you think that click hacker shuai anot?
cousin:*bleghx.....* (run away)

so embarrassing..and went the guy left he kept giving us a look..more than 3 times...mayb he must be wondering why are we keep giggling...*embarrassed* then went the guy left click hacker could not be detected..however when we leave,we took the train and i tried to detect any new interesting names...and realise my ph DETECTED click hacker...omg!!!!and we were like looking around...then my bro confessed...

brother:CLick hacker is me lah!
me:dun lie lor...
br:i prove to u lah,see my ph name
me:*bleghx...*shit!

argh!click hacker was him.,,i find him so xin gu and now he tell me click hacker is him....what!!!still ask click hacker SHUAI anot...yew!!

lesson to be learnt:all the xiao mei mei out there, dun think those cool punky name seem like the guy very shuai like that, from my experience, they arethose bu zi liang li one...

2006-05-30T16:42:00.000+08:00

chines olevel is over le..but really think that will not get me a gd result..damn...i think i am going to retake le...

been online for a long time everytime but..i am watching vcd.devil beside me!!god...that is so nice..ah meng and yuan yi so shuai!!!esp ah meng..so cool...wanted to buy the vcd but it is like $60.

anyway tml going out...yay!!

OH YA!ALSO!sch rules CHANGE!!!!!!!!!
1.girls can have LONG hair...FINALLY
2.starting sch at 7.30am...

happy...anyway back to watching ah meng le.....

2006-05-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

i am a tv addict...a bad and crazy one..i cant live without tv these days..and when i wanted to watch my 5566 variety show today afternoon,my tv just blank out and it could not work..had to call the techncian. ended up also give us no help...decided to fit myself...but end up only those basic channels get to see..no SCV for me...sianx diao...luckily manage to watch my 至尊红颜 but cant record the ruoqi part today..my tape recorder cant fix to the tv..dammit!

god..tml gettin back report card..already prepared for the worst..bleghx....

chinese mock exam for the past 4 days le...dying soon...i so sick and tired of doing the same old thing all the time..feeling bored...getting reckless

2006-05-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

just caught the singapore idol auditions...the singapore idol mood is back.and the KUNFU RAPPER really remind me of someone from that class....

anyway today went out and my cousin came..yay!it had been a long time since i had seen her...and her hair is growing LONGER since the last time i saw her....*envy worx*..anyway not intending to cut my hair too..and heard mrs sim is FINALLY ANNOUNCING that we girls can have LONG hair but with one condition that we need to bun it up..blegh..i dun think my hair will be that long for me to bun up anyway. *blinks* it has been 4 yrs since i had my hair touching my shoulder...

dad knew my result..but didnt say anything...still manage to give me a smile..*relief*..phew!i will consider your suggestion ok...

crazy over 'devil beside you' ...seem so nice..that guy so shuai!omg!

anyway mock exam like this whole week.starting tml..dread sch! chinese like the whole day..from 7.40am to 2 or 4.30..which is like WOH!!!

[[i very scared chinese!!!]]

2006-05-20T16:19:00.000+08:00

i hate myself...

anyway promise dan and jingwen they will have acknowlegment in my blog..so here you are..
to:dan,jingwen

thanks for being there when i need you so badly
thanks for being the nicest fren i have
thanks for studying with me during the exam period
thanks for all you had done for me
thanks for all the wonderful memories that we had...shopping,eating,

thanks huiping to for studying with me in the library during the weekend during the exam period too...

ya today entry is all about thanksgiving...haha

past 2 days got back most of my result and they sux...anyway jia you!!it will act as a motivation for me to study harder...

thanks for the ppl who console me yesterday,cheering me up,telling me to relax all this..i thank you so much...thanks for being there...love ya!

2006-05-17T12:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday mark the end of 2006 mid yr exam...but the mood of end-of-exam wasnt there..i still feel so pressurised and stressed up.. there isnt much mood to have fun and relax. mayb is because i am guilty of getting back my poor result..it is just so disappointing...
yesterday right after exam went to celebrate,went KFC to eat..wanted to try the new mac but very ex..i love that mac advertisment..yay!

olevel chinese is coming..it is one more week. 29 may...argh!cant rest much too..sometimes really feel like giving up...can i dun take olevel?!

anyway change my outlook of my blog le..eating apple has it pros and cons too..

exam period-

stressed up..this seem to be like the longest exam i ever taken and it is like 3 weeks... 3 week without much tv programme and computer. life like this is a torture..
*amath-i think i going to flunk it...17 ppl pass only leh...OH NO!
*phyisc-not much hope,looking at the way mr lee look at me....
*chemistry-shld be ok bah
*s.s- the time racing paper..getting back mayb tml..
*lit- after that daniel goh teacher say our weakness,confidence shaken...
*chinese-ok
*emath-ok
*english- shld be ok but the way ms teng always mark our work make it to get gd grade.

first exam that i break down..cried badly ever since the first paper which shaken my confidence.yesterday break down again.and during the 3 week exam period i break dwon countless times. i am just disappointed with myself. mugged up so hard and yet i dun get my results. i am so disappointed with myself.yesterday cry in my sleep,but there you are leaving me alone in the room,dun allow me to get out of the house,getting some fresh air.i need space and all you did was to cram me in this small space.you were not there for me when i needed you some times..why.... i try not to cry in front of you cause you only and always see me smiling,you only see the tough side of me,the strong independent daughter but there is still a weak side,the one who needed love from her dad,needed care from you. and you guys just concentrate more on your son..ya so what is he is a guy..he can show attitude why cant i?!you always say i study in a stress-free enviroment but actually there is alot of stress i getting from you.just because i dun break down as much as the ppl u know doesnt mean i dun have stress.. do you know when i cry?

[[crying under my blanket...]]

2006-05-01T18:52:00.000+08:00

i am so stressed up...so damn stressed...just realise i am so many chapters away from revision for the mid yr...damn...time just flew pass so quickly...3 days of holiday and it seem to be over soon..like in less than10 hr i will be back in sch mugging again..haix..i am feeling so f***ed up...(really did not actually wanted to use this word..))

this week is mid yr le..so will not be blogging till mayb after mid yr 17/4/06.

anyway.good luck to everyone taking their mid yrs..all the best..jia you!!!!

[[i dun need entertainment.i need time.!!]]

2006-04-23T19:09:00.000+08:00

was trying to recall what interesting this week and just only remember the 2.4 nafra test....was postponed to fri due to bad weather on tues..and i think i failed..sian..used to it le...never even go and train how to pass....forget it la...

yesterday went out with my aunties had dinner together at bishan and then went to coffee bean to chat...the coffee bean service damn gd...wish they are part of the G.E.M.S services...anyway chat...and drank coffee...couldnt sleep last nite..till 6AM this morning.went to study from 1.45am instead till 5.45am..felt great satisfaction...but it doesnt really make much difference since i didnt really touch my work during the day...found out that studying at nite seem quite peaceful...very de quiet....able to concentrate...

[[dun ask me retake 2.4km.not interested.]]

2006-04-15T19:16:00.000+08:00

bought that nike bag le...woh..so happy..thanks mummy....yay!! can strike that off finally from my wishlist..

went shopping at queensway today with dan and jingwen..haha..you guys rawk!!!so fun shopping with you all....giggling all the way...ate seoul garden for dinner and now still feeling so full..haha..thx dan for that dinner treat...anyway bought ear rings,and shirt. yup..

2006-04-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

hey hey...been out for 2 nites and gotta really tired..so bear with me...ytd and today is one of the memorable day in my life....

yesterday;
it was the BAND concert..and yes..this time i never perform but i watch them...the first half mistakes were made..felt like crying when heard them, but they bounced back in the second half..so proud of them.....ya..esp the horny section..u guys play so loud....woh! after the interval was even better...i am having so much fun....haha..did shout for hui juan and weiling name leh..but they never heard me...ya before concert, me,bel,sifan,liz,myrin went to bugis..took neoprint...quite nice..will try to post at my friendster there asap. ya then sophia couldnt manage to join us.....fast forward...

today:
today was band P.O.P.ya then i finally graduated...now become a senior le leh...ya i miss the band..i admit....i really miss them esp the horny section..i really really love and miss you all..i promise i will come back and see you guys...haha..also i promise you all i WONT cry and i didnt ok..it is not i dun bother but i am strong and independent girl.

ya before pop, went to meet bel to buy last min presents..ya then didnt manage to persuade hui ping to join us...haix,give up persuading her le lah...

POP very long...ya then it was fun..many cried.but i didn.though in my heart i really really miss band,,,

let my finished my speech..haiyo just now on stage so embarrassing...using that stupid loud hailer ending up having siren..anyway here it goes....

i would like to thank mr toh for his patience and guidence on me in the band..thank you for making me a better person. also ms sharizan.thank you for all the things you do for band..i really appreciate that..thanks ms lim too..although there are some past misunderstanding,i still wanna thank you for sacrificing so much of your time in band..like to thank guo xian esp..for coming back to teach us..thank you.....
ok now i would like to thank my section mates....HORNY SECTION!!you guys really RAWK!thanks for leaving me with good memories..i really miss you gys..muaks....huggies...jia you for next yr SYF ok!!!no matter what,i am really very proud of you ppl!!love you lotsa!!!!!!!*sobx*dun miss me too much..i will be back....haha

end speech...woh....

today many ppl pon school or come late..wah lau...i also wan leh..damn tired too wad....because of the concert and the teacher really understand it...woho! then everyone is having pininc in class and mr tan knew it..but then he damn nice...he still jokes about it...god.....he makes me wanna respect him more...

[[horny section rawk!!love you guys...i will miss you all de..]]

2006-04-08T19:23:00.000+08:00

found so many nice blogskins...dunno whether to change anot?..anyway this week pass so fast..really fast..used to wish weekend was coming soon and it is like the next moment it is here..
anyway here it goes...

yesterday was sports day...yay!red hse first time got 3rd leh!haha..used to be FIRST from the bottom..well done! we lose to blue hse by just a few pt only...awwwh!but anyway we sec 4 are so proud to leave without being the last for 3 years....congrat to all prize winners....esp: hao pei,chun ann,meifong,elvina,clement,...etc....hahaha...saw mr lee run..god..is fast ok..haha...then the looney dotz came to my hse..haha..they saw my new tv!aND we were watching dream chaser..ya and finally we complete our english project..was quite high ytd but we have fun and completed our task so ya...play hard work hard...

so disappointed..so pissed off...nothing can descibe my feeling...the commitment that i had given to time for the past 3 years or so were all not appreciated..they are so selfish..they looked at my commitment this year..and i know this yr is not the gd one but wad bout the previous yr where i had go there faithfully...is it fair to me?! it is not that i want my commitment to be recognised but i wish to attend the P.O.P to keep it as my memory...band is a memory left for me in my secondary sch life..i suffer? there..i have fun there. laughter and joy,sorrow and sadness were there..but you snatch it all away...

anyway next week very hectic... wed band concert le...!!!finally...!so excited.....!!ya and thurs band P.O.P..that one..dunno whether i am ALLOWED to go anot....am i part of it?! fri good fri...woh!!!and i am able to buy the NIKE BAG LE....$80!!!yey!!!! finally my mum is buying it for me le!!!happy...haha!!!

[[ dun avoid me...dun leave me in the dark....]]

2006-04-02T19:12:00.000+08:00

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anyway...today went to parkway parade..the place there quite big..i love the MPH the best...it had been some time since i stepped into MPH.i l0ovvve the books there...god..i had taken sights on several books...and i think that will cause me more than a hundred bucks...must start saving up le...i eyed on a laptop..that laptop is so nice and has a camera...the coolest thing is in order to log in you need to have tumb in..it is like the biomatrix system...so high tech

2006-04-01T19:32:00.000+08:00

urgh! i hate thurs....ya...so many tests..add math and chemistry...hmwk due date for lit..god....haix..time really pass so fast..i need more than 48 hrs a days....

decided not to change blog skin le...cause now the skins that i used to like does not interest me now...

i can be so flickle-minded..at one moment i can like that...and another day will be another one...

band concert is coming..sorry to the french horn section..i decided not to go back to perform..maybe i am selfish but thinking back..i am angry with wad my attendence had make me become this...sorry..i know you all can do it even without me ya!really sorry to lan fang and wei ling esp..though u guys requested many times, ha! my heart still cant move..sorry..hope to see a successful concert on 12/4/06. lovee yaa!

close friend does not make close couple

2006-03-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

decided to blog at last..had nothing to do now..had been online for quite a while...

updating my blogskin soon..so check out later this week

had updated my friendster uplook...so check it out too... http://www.friendster.com/profiles/feimin

so guilty spending so much time here and not doing my hmwk..wanted to stay hm tml the whole day and my mum FORCING me to get out of the hse...damn..hadnt study test and also hmwk undone...urGH!

tired...wish i can close my eyes and never wake up....

2006-03-24T17:41:00.000+08:00

dead tired...finally the weekend is approaching...gotta back catching up with my work..sianz..today lesson is a total boredom...emath lesson i almost fell asleep..worst is the eng remidial...luckily only 1.5 hr..if not...urgh

hang out with myrin,huiping,liz,elvie,jiarong,eugene to play dunno wad game..haha..feeling so stupid cause the words they gave so chiem...anyway rush hm to catch the superstar show again...i am so crazy over next episode.....

people are not exactly simple. They may be so guillible so innocent, have that guai guai type but actually they are a very dangerous person.you will not know what exactly they are thinking.... you must be aware of them... people who are not academically gd, or the appearence like not very gd to re with one turn out to be better friends...i find them more true to you..this phrase "never judge a book by its cover" is very very true.....

sometimes i need to hold on you to be sercure....

2006-03-23T17:36:00.000+08:00

Damn I hate this feeling...I think I am falling for u...And when u walk beside me...i just feel so sercure....i love that feeling when you are beside me....damnit...i hate my emotions....CONRTOL IT freak!
will you be staying by my side,walking side by side with me...?and i know the answer is NO!

2006-03-22T17:40:00.000+08:00

BACK TO SCHOOL!!!woho...ok get to continue to hang out with frenz in class again..talking about the lamest jokes...and gettin used to it le....haha...

and now there are tests lining up and now teachers are talking about mid yr already..omg!!!

i do really regret not performing for the concert.yes i am very very regret.....i really want to be part of it now...but i guess it is too late le...sad lah...i cant be with the bnd..but hey i help to sell so many tix ok..haha...ok let me make use of this...

CCHY APPASSIONAO II BAND CONCERT
12 APRIL 2006 WED
7.30PM, VCH

WANNA BOOK TIX LOOK FOR ME OK?! or tag me?

ya!sifan will be going with us to concert..finally..but i persuaded hp she still dun wanna go..argh!

2006-03-19T19:10:00.000+08:00

went to collect my contact lense today..finally i get too wear my lense to sch tml...

back to sch tml..sianz..hadn even do finish my physic hmwk yet....anyway get to see my friends again..yay!can go crazy with them again...but it also mean olevels are coming nearer...

went to bugis after causeway..well with my dad around..really it is hard to shop around..he banned us from going to the clothing section for fear we will start buying clothes...but we took neoprint..as A FAMILY!!!the outcome not bad lah...and i pay for them ok.....and they are fighting over the pics....well anyway happy can le lah

i cant wait for the band concert..though i am not performing but i really excited to see their performance....jia you band members..i know you can do it!

2006-03-18T13:43:00.000+08:00

haix...cancelled our outing..sad..but it is a gd time for me to rush through my hmwk..

yupx...like wad lionel had said..holidays are over..sianz.....i wish i have one more week..hees...

ytd liz,bel and sophia came to my hse to do project..ya.,.then they stay to watch the superstar show..funny they watch le they still watch again..they are crazier than me...about to finish our english proj le!yay!

elvina came back le..but think dun disturb her as yet..let her rest..wonder did she buy the bagS?

i hate you...u dun respect me at all..i gave obivious hint and you still dun get it...u are just another wy. you came and invade my privatcy...looking through my personal things..wah lau...my mum didnt even do that lor..and u just go and see through.,...i remember i told the class tat i hate ppl who take my things w/o my permission and i was talking bout u...u were there and you dun get it!argh!i am pissed off...u wanna me to say straight to ur face?!then u cry?! shit!

nowadays elderly like to say YOUNGSTER THESE DAYS..ya as if ur days u guy very gd..come on lor...live in the modern reality world...stop talking bout the past....u thinks u elderly these days are so gd..(ok i talking bout the minority...most elderly are quite nice.....)so what u can speak english,,,means u educated aR? she said sorry to u lor...cant u hear..and it was an accidental brush on ur hair and u say we did it many times.the handle on the bus chair is what us ppl standing to hold our grip ok..then u grumble...we lose balance and need to hold wad...wad can we do if the bus moved in such a unstable way...our fault ar?be reasonable!

[[shit!i hate the person in my class!!!mayb more than wy!stop lookin into my things without asking BITCH!]]

2006-03-16T13:53:00.000+08:00

wohO!my mum allow me to get a new hp..though i still love my 6230....pondering whether to change..i have a mth to consider....and i told her i wanted samsung D600.she agree..though knowing the price after i have to trade in my current ph....but i have to pay myself.belghx...check out lots of ph ytd.and i just love the slide up ph...with 2MEGAPIXEL camera le...gees...

home today..bored...yes..but still have to survive..have to study...argh!holiday hmwk..what is called a holiday where they are so many things relating to study to do?!

i am offically allow not to go band anymore..and this feeling is really very weird...it is like..band has accompany me for like 4 yrs and now it stop...something seem to be missing in my life without it...though i hate the stress i have there,i hate practicing....but thinking back..the days in band pass very fast and now it is no longer part of my life,i feel so weird... now i am thinkning if i shld join band again as my cca in future...but will i be able to take the stress again?

today gotta pack my whole room..tml looney dotz is coming to my hse...must be clean...
oh ya tml can get my contact lenses le..yay!

what i really want from u is just 4 simple letters.

2006-03-15T16:49:00.000+08:00

went to cut my hair today morning..waited for an hr for my hairdresser to finish his customer and he only cut my hair for like 15 mins?!he lent me a 8days mag which i had already borrow from liz.and i read it to occupy myself for a whole one hr......i read every section in the mag already.... feel so much comfortable and refreshed..not too short this time lah..but ok....funny...he thought i was a uni student waiting for my result!!!omg!!am i that old!!!????
went to causeway pt later with my mum an bro..made my contact lenses....yaY!i will get it on fri le..no more spec..no more stern greek!ya and it is very de ex...saw a purple sec i like....but well..since my contact lenses is so ex,i will put it on hold first...oh ya saw daniel and his gang...haha..

cant believe it is the mid week and i dun think i accomplish anything..hmwk still mugging....hadn even start my proj...feel so useless....

2006-03-12T20:09:00.000+08:00

tired..went to many places today...went to my grandma hse first then drop by orchard...sick of the place le..then went marina square...hey that place change alot..damn nice..it is like another heeren like that,wanted to cut my hair there,heatwave but that stupid ppl take my queue.and guess who are they...they are the supercampus contestant.2 girl and a guy.hey when i wanted to go in, the hairstylist like inviting them to come in le...what the.,....i dun even know who are they till my mum told me..god..i think they walk pass me i also dunno they are the supercampus thingy....went to harvey norman..and guess wad...we saw thomas ong!god..he so shuai!dun look like his age..i reckon he knew that we were noticing him...*embarrassed*then went suntec since it is quite near to marina square..and then it is damn packed..maybe is because of the book fair and the IT fair bah...too crowded le..nvr managed to go in....then went to esplanade.strolled along the sea...the view damn nice..then walked to my dad's office to collect his car..since all the shopping centre had the sign CARPARK FULL!
dead beat le..i hate the supercampus kids.cause me not to have my hair cut at heat wave..how could the hairstylist be so biased...so wad they are on television..too bad i dunno them.to me they are just like any other stranger,,,hope u guys kick out soon.....argh!damnu!

i dunno why my mood just so black..not in good mood these days..dun irritate me...

2006-03-12T10:57:00.000+08:00

it isnt fair...why do we have to be bad guys always..come on she is 15+ going 16 and whenever she upset,angry or wad...u guys think we are the ones bully her...u think she is innocent..ok then whenever we got so fed up then we are called unreasonable,petty...why we got different treatment.same level we study but how come ppl treat her like she is always the victim and we are the ones bullying...

one week break is finally here..i need it to catch up my work man...will blog later

2006-03-09T20:07:00.000+08:00

ya got back our common test term card..did very badly..cried....haix..really must jia you though i say that many times...haix...

elvina going china tml le..omg..i am surely going to miss her..at one moment i thought of going with them..but well....anyway ask her to buy bag back since there is more cheaper..ya..thx elvie..

english proj..sometimes i do think for alvin's grp.she is the oni girl,how she survive there..but everyone is selfish ..i dun wanna my eng marks to get affected by her..she cried..ya and i at one time soft hearted and u guys tell me be heartless...

no mood to say anything le..

2006-03-04T08:54:00.000+08:00

its march!!and it is getting nearer to the olevels.must jia you..really wanting to aim to a gd jc!jia you feimin!my self motivation since no one is giving me....

yesterday is cross country and it is ok lah..half day sch in the morning which is apparently a waste of my time....we only did practical for chemistry,chinese was the naggy talk from mr oh...about nyjc thingy.....then go to the hall for the SOP.another boring thing..supposed to let us of at 9.50 and guess what,they let us off only at 10.30......urgh!
after sch went to kfc with the laughter gang...haha..(united we laugh,hees we laugh) i will try to find a better lameless motto....ya then purposely choose the corner table..cause afraid the laughter will be so obivious if sit in the middle....bel and liz join us later...ok...dunno why everytime bel come i will not laugh that much le...hees....ya then went home with myrin and coli..talking bout the difference between 4F and 4G..ya i admit..in the past i really wish that i will be in 4G but now..i saw the happinesess in 4F..i just dun like some 4G attitudethinking they are in 4G means they are cleverer than us...however when exam result comparing i also got the marks that u have wad...and u are in 4G somemore lor...i just dunno why i seem to have communication problems with them..just dunno how to relate to them..they are so serious sometimes...a joke that 4F will laugh even it is damn lame..but to some of them,they will be so serious and give a face saying i am so lame...duh...anyway ya...then meet myrin,huiping,bel,coli ya to go for the cross country....cross country seem faster...or shorter distance this time..like quite fast...most of time was running with bel....ya...red hse did quite well lorx....hehe....congrats!yay!i am proud to say i am a red house lorx!after cross country took a taxi home since the bus was so packed....then forget it..a cab will be gd..was waiting a long time for a cab but just when we about to give up,a taxi come..headed home...exhausted....

i dunno how your close friend feel..but i dun feel fair...ok u may train very very hard..yes its your hard work u earn it..but before that they are the ones running faster than you..and now u overtake them...i dunno how they are going to take this down...if i were them i will be damn bu shuang lor...sometimes i really feel pity for her...she has family problems,love relationship problem..but she is still a very independent,strong woman...i salute her...

[[sometimes i really feel hopeful that we can be together..but i think that day will not be here....]]

2006-02-27T18:11:00.000+08:00

hey elvina!see i change my blog song because of u lehx...u say u hate my blog song dun cha...see now i change le..still ur fav may day leh!! me so wei da ritE?

ok back to my sch routine le..getting use to sec 4 sch life..tests and mugging...and i very sure my ca1 is not really well done..why cant they give us common test smth.i know ppl may say i crazy..ppl urge not to have exam here i am wishing for one..but this way then i will really mug hard if not i have this hack care attitude and just wont study..i hate my attitude.

dunno why this sch always want the girls to have short hair..ya now we have short hair u wan us to cut above collar..we might as well cut botak or be a guy..so many restrictions..i still have to wait till49 days over then i am able to cut lor..i am not going to cut..wasting our money every month just to have a haircut..we are not rich ok..have your hairdresser also need to pay $4.50 leh.

tml going back to band le.after missing like 3 practices? i miss?band? i also not sure lehx..but really sometimes i really wish i can perform for the concert..

haix...so confused with my feelings..really dunno wad do i want?which one is more fortunate? to love someone or to be loved?sometimes i dunno whether to give up anot?but there is someone by my side when i need however the person i wish to be there by my side isnt him.....sometimes we are so close to each other...but at times..we can be so distant, we are so stranger.....

[[to be loved or to love someone]]

2006-02-22T18:22:00.000+08:00

hey i am back to sch le...finally....yay!ok seems a long time since i blog so i will backtrack alot..bear with me k..

ok she left the world..maybe it will be better for her..i hate seeing her suffering in agony, thinking about my childhood really bring me back to the past..remember when i am young before my bro was born, she was the one who took care of me, she left me with the happiest memories of my childhood..and now i just cant see her anymore...but only some vivid pic left in my mind.dun wanna say le... just hope she will r.i.p

ok apparently did miss sch for 2 days..haha..bel,liz ,sop,elvie,sifan they all missed me leh...so touched..so gan ton...i crying le lah..ok lah..i miss u guys too.oh ya...now left me a huge pile of undone hmwk and tests..gonna mugged hard for olevels.that wad i promised her.

backtrack to valentine day le...haha..ya!did receive presents...from who ah...let me recall..sifan,coli,erika,wl.....really cant recall le...i think i have short term memory loss!!!!HUHHHH!!!

shall stop here le...i need to dine le..

[[u will stay in my heart.....i love you]]

2006-02-10T18:35:00.000+08:00

i am finally 16.. SWEET 16 leh! haha..look at the more postive side.. i will be more mature,sweet, able to watch nc 16 etc...haha..i know i am lying to myself..it seem so fast..remember i was still counting down like 20 days and now its over..and to reset the time it will be 363 days more...haha...
got presents...haha..some still own me worx..haha..ok thx to all the bday wishes and presents..esp to bel,sop,ruiting,liz,hui ping,myrin,erika,elvina, wan yi,lintun,alvin,mervin,lionel,weiling,alex etc.....haha..thx...haha..seem that only me,alvin,lintun and sop can watch nc 16 show le..yay!oh ya not forgetting coli and sifan...
got a billabong wallet from my aunt,cake and money from parents,sling bag from bro,stuff toys and girl stuff from frenx etc lah..haha!thx for all ur presents once again...:P
then went to watch i not stupid too again.this time with my family..catch a 9.15 show..finished at 11.20 like that..so tired...my bro was like yawning the whole show..he wanna sleep le..haha pig..then my mum and dad saw themselves inside..they are laughing all the way...me..poor thing..i thought i wont cry again for the 2nd time but well...i cry..much worst than the first time...god..i was not tearing,i was pouring.. the debate between shawn or shaun and joshua is still going on.,...

yay!our sch did damn well for the olevels and we got half day on monday..but according to our vp one day has 24 hr so half a day is 12 hrs so we will be released only at 12 and not during recess...haix...ok..maybe our misinterpretation.. so happy..next year will be our turn le..

band was so slack today...left early too..haha..just by 15 min.

my bday resoultions:
-to do well in the olevels
-start studying le
-be happier

2006-02-08T18:35:00.001+08:00

hey hey hey..today is the very last day of being young...haha..turning sweet 16 tml...lolx...wanna reveive alot presents!hees!

anyway watch the i not stupid too on wed...so damn nice!!i wanna watch it again...mayb tml nite with my family!yay! ok shaun is nice but i till prefer joshua,,, ok both are cute...very touching..i cry lorx...sob sob...must go and watch worx..

been having test everyday...so stress and tired...haix....tml still have ss and emath...i dun want to fail another test...

oh ya and have to thx hui juan and wei ling esp and the band for singing me a bday song...thx ya..i appreciate it

2006-02-04T20:45:00.000+08:00

was chatting with ophira...haha..i really missed her so much...she is my pri sch fren..remember before i knew her,i thought she was damn fierce..like those who will fight and take revenge...naturally as i knew her..she quite nice..very loyal to fren de...so nice being her fren...miss those days with her by my side...

sianz. 4 test next week and on thurs which is particularly on my bday has 2 test
mon:phyisc
wed:chem
thurs:s.s and emath
gotta study man..i dun want to flunk my subj esp on my math

hey ppl..my birthday is coming le..lol....5 more days worx...remember 9 FEB!!
miss up chai chin and huimin bday..haha..sms them both bday wishes la,,hees..

ytd my bro bday..haha..his cake is so pathetic..is ice cream cake from swensen..then when he took out all melt..we all trying to eat the cake as fast as we can to prevent it from melting..pathetic...haha.,.fat le!

*happy birthday to these ppl first..(bday calender)
3/2 -eugene phang and my bro
4/2 - chai chin
5/2 -huimin
6/2-myrin
7/2-alex
8/2 -alvin
9/2 -*****thats me ******

haha..all bday this week...broke le lah..anyway happy bday ppl!!including me..lol

[[we used to be a united family, but now....its all shattered into many pieces.]]

2006-02-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

i am freaking pissed off...dammit! ok fine..just let the band close down...see how they can survive with the minority...band was freaking having a serious problem...attitude?committee? whatever lor...u think i care now..and now that mr yap told all sec 4 to perform for the 12 april concert...hey olevels le..siao! complain lor... u are the one who told us to study hard and concentrate.now u want us to devote more time into band prac for the concert...as if i care...

who do u think u are..keep critising my junior..come on lor..u make her living in fear always..u cause her so much trouble and problem then u say she backstab u..maybe u urself shld go reflect on urself first lor.u as a committee does not show respect lor.u are the worst attitude person i ever encounter.... u hate me i know but i also hate you!and much MORE! u diao ppl,u think u great arx..u always say thing about her..u always wadever she do u not happy...spread rumours abt her all these..u guys dunno how much she cried, suffer...ya wad u had said mayb just ur opinion and facts but i think u went overboard..u just wrong someone.everyone gossip lor..even u ok...forget it..u just pissed me off..just go away.she is my junior no matter wad..u dare u go overboard ok.

i admit i am not commited to band.i only want cca. but i believe i at least follow the rules.. i always think if dun have the sec3 batch how will the band be like..sometimes i dunno wad kind of person u are..many ppl tell me to be wary of u..u are dangerous..i dunno... i now cant see the light in this path..it is dark..now everyone or all ccas are waiting for the day where the band really fall..and i think they dun have to wait long..maybe i amwaiting for that day too...

god i am like very out of touch with my studies..i cant cope...add math i am still 3 chapt away from sch and emath chapt 2 i dun understand.chemistry clearing soon and physic just got back on track. shit lah,,,still band band band...URGH!!!

[[pissed off, just go away..]]

2006-02-01T19:00:00.000+08:00

today is such a dreading day.maybe is because i am still in the holiday mood.haix. better buck up le..just realise that i have ss test tml lor and add math test on fri..haix..

today shit.. after sch went to many places.wanted to watch i not stupid too..but all sold out.rush down to bishan after sch then queue a while then say sold out.dammit. then wanted northpt but the girls in the same cabin as us called gv and say is selling fast then decided not to go there le..rush to causeway then in the lift everyone was also going to watch the same movie as us before we queue we were told SOLD OUT! then went to sun plaza then also all taken by the yishun town sec ppl. woh..so tired..search for so many place just for 3 tix for that i not stupid show..i think i am stupid to waste so much of my time and ticket fare just for that show!

2006-01-31T11:41:00.000+08:00

Today is the 3rd day of the Chinese new year..This year celebration is roughly the same as the previous years but maybe getting older so wad..Just got tired of it..Only like it when u get to wear the new clothes..Collect several hongbaos...hehe

ytd was a torture..in my grandma hse for like 6 hrs...so boring..brought my mp3, books and mag but still cant keep me occupied long...me and jj were like discussing bout jc, studies and sec 3 camp..and coincidentally we got the same INNOTREK!talk bout cheers etc..

later still going to my another grandma hse..oh ya first day went to her hse we were like ~~gambling~~... playing blackjack..haha..i bet only 50 cents..pathetic...

not going in details..and finally back to sch tml..i dread holidays now...

ppl my bday is coming..lolz...haha

2006-01-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

today was the celebration of CNY! one of my favourite holidays..the past few days me and bel esp were like joking all the way...already in the festive mood..ok anyway today band performance was ok lah...but we got scolded by ms lim..and she is QUITTING the band with the effect of today just because some people just say thing straight to her face...ya ok got scolded...not happy...but what can we do..i just dun give a damn already lah..i just ren one month plus..i will give up le...and i mean it..give up totally..everything in band is so diappointing..members,juniors,teacher....look at the band size now and the intake for sec one..once we sec 4 pass out how the band survive...already for the past few days since mon i had been going for band without fail...do u know how tirin it is....i miss 4 days of tv entertainment..cant watch the ai de zhan men ren...and recorded it and managed to watch everything only by today...worst mr toh got chicken pox.get well soon mr toh!:)
sch ended around 10+ then went for mac for breakfast with bel..saw the rest of our class there too..

we DID NOT win the CNY class deco..sad sia....i thought we had the chance..but in the end those class took the chance away...our stuff toy dog are recycled lor!not we buy them one leh....4H also copy that from us and able to get first...waste all our effects lorx...anyway 4F dun be dishearten k!jia you!

new year is coming..i dunno whether SHE got read my blog anot..mayb i think i use too harsh words le lah..anyway one of my cny resolution is to treat her as a fren bah...trying hard...

sob sob...sifan left for hong kong already...i miss her so badly....haha..was telling her to bring some autumn flowers and leaves there...lol...

anyway happy chinese new year.... xin nian kuai le!

[[there is this barriers between us...sometimes we dunno how to face each other...do i need u?]]

2006-01-21T12:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to nanyang poly for the open house..well guess i not really suit for poly life..it is so similar to the uni life..u must must have self -descipline and their lesson plan is really very different from the life that i am having now..well...i guess i will go to JC. i need teacher's nagging and not self- descipline to keep me going.. so now i am sure of my choice i am going to work hard le..
supposed to accompany myrin and hui ping to SP and TP today for their open house..well morning too lazy to get up and also strike the poly out of my list le so no point going.sorry...

oh ya ytd went to bishan with bel and liz. actually with bel only to see our keychain and liz tag along too..bought a wallet...then finally bought that mr x for my aunt,
the during the poly tour,that idoit wan ying keeping tagging behind us!just move away lah..so obivious sign that we dun want u to tag along still go ask single one if u can follow us..come on lor..u really want us to say the truth in fron of ur face meh..we are giving u face leh!even we say no will u go away...u are jsut so irritating...the sight of u...UGH!

almost completing my hmwk le..left lit and emath and s.s. finally its the weekend le..and my bro is sick..had such a high fever of 40 DEGREES!! crazy!but he lucky..managed to get a mc for monday...

chinese new year is coming and with her condition i dunno whether will she be able to hold through it..will i be able to celebrate....but seeing her condition like this really hurts me...sometimes i think its time to let go..but all mothers are like that, they are worried for their children...but she is one that i love!the one i respect! her strong will of living and her determination really make me admire her....

[[strangers again]]

2006-01-19T17:34:00.000+08:00

woh..it has been a week or so since i blogged...promise mandy and daniel i will blog often..

anyway lesson had go on as usual..nthning much...just that chinese new year decorations events goin on...band..still dunno whether performing...quite condricting... one more week to chinese new year le..so fast...haha..this mean my bday is coming le worx..haha

tml going nanyang poly for the open house..hmm..i wan to check out sp.cause they got the course that i want though my mum not really like what i wan to be..BE REALISTIC is wad she tell me..ok i am dreaming..

anyway today is lin tun's bday..happy birthday...ok lor..18yrs old le lor..can watch all ur m18 movies lor...haiyo...anyway may all ur wishes come true!

2006-01-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

had been such a hectic week..so busy and just trying to adjust my timetable during sch holidays and now..it is yr 2006 and i am in sec 4..sec 3 life pass so fast..it is my fav yr...god...i just wish i could capture every single moment of it..this yr all teachers came into our class and they keep repeating this yr is very important yr it is the o' level,sec 4 is a very short yr.etc..keep asking us to do target setting...making me feel so stress..i am really admitting i am afraid to sit for o' levels...

well..the sch so cheapskate lorx..they still hadnt prepare timetable on the first day then mr ang made anouncement asking us to bring ALL OUR MAJOR SUBJECT!!and u know what?!our major subjects are PHYSIC,ENGLISH,EMATH,ADD MATH,CHEMISTRY,CHINESE,SOCIAL STUDIES...belgh...it is like asking us to bring our whole room....so heavy..clever me oni bring a emath..haha and me,liz,bel and rika were like decided to bring one subj each then can share...now we still cant have a proper timetable.they are changing them again on mon..ARGH!

english-ms teng
a/e math- mr tan:)
chinese- mr ....OH!
ss-mrs ang
lit-ms ang
physic and FORM TEACHER-mr lee
chemistry-ms norfida

oh ya hui ping and lin tun are our class monitor le...congrats!NO MORE WAN YING!!!
sat behind again..that mr lee keep asking him to change me to thefront but to no appeal...haix,,but he put me and bel together:) lintun sitting behind me and front is erika,beside elvina...happy with the ppl around me but not the position...oh ya..that lin tun had ALMOST the same bag as me..haiyo...only he is the guy version me is the lady version...still say is his bag just because of ~~zin~~ ZINC!

get caught for hair being too long...ok fine and went to cut it..now it is so damn damn short...i cried ok!!serious...sad lor...me so ugly now..

thurs-cca orientation concert..haha..ok lah..quite high and successful...tml is the cca orientation le..but not going..sob sob...saw many cca preparing themselves for tml event..i like the NCC guys they did the small mini drills...very nice and neat lor..shuai!:)then actually stay for band the whole day but then something happen so went off earlier..before that went to dinner with my section..haha..me and hui juan were so high..haha..we keep laughin and laughing..lolx..since when i am so close to her..haha..ok..glad that my relationship with her is getting better..but only after 4 yrs..haix...damn funny...

[[yea i am jealous...or did u make me jealous purposely?]]

2006-01-01T11:01:00.000+08:00

hey it is 2006 le!Happy New Year!

woh!get the party started...miss ytd top 100 songs in the radio..but i noe the first is james blunt you're beautiful...hey tat is my fav song too..

new year resolutionS:
-grow much much taller ..haha..
-be more thinner...go on diet...
-get better result...god..my sec 3 result just sux...
-less stress.
-be more guai!
-able to get a my own d.cam?!
-more cheerful?!
-be a better and more committed horn player...this is tough!

ok guess i better stop my new yr resolution here..haha..
been blogging less these days..just so sianz..

and another what!?like less than 2 days i am going to be back to sch!god.and...
*lit hmwk undone
*hadnt wrapped my books
this yr i really feel holiday just pass real fast..i dun seem to get anything done...ARGH!!!

anyway bring back the memories of 2005
//get into class 3F!! 3F rawks!!
//get to know new frenz like bel,elvina,tony,lintun,alvin,myrin,huiping etc....
//still spending time with my sifan
//got 4 lau gong/po and 1 mistress..hehe
-sophia
-anabel
-myrin
-sifan
-huiping
//no more funky!
//anti-oh!
//mr lee as my form teacher cum neighbour
//3F 2005 BBQ!

anyway i think thats all bah..will be changing my blog skin for a new yr start..
take care peeps and cya

happy new yr!

2005-12-27T20:19:00.000+08:00

today so damn tired..yesterday was playing badminton for 2 hr ++.then today went to many places..went to bugis first as sifan wanted check the nike shoes..end up the shoes were so yucky..i reckon they are clearing the stocks...oh ya sifan bought sea shell..they were so beautiful...and god they are real and 'fresh' then sifan finally know the importanceof her spec..her spec something drop off then went to the nearest optical shop to get it done..the lady was quite nice lah..then she help us do..then she say things so complicated..everything got risk here and there..sounded like sifan's spec is going for op. haha...anyway took neoprintx again..not bad..use back the same machine....bought a small porch..haha..'my christmas present from sifan'lol...gave her the same too...then we went to orchard cathay to check my bag..and then my bag went out of stock!ARGH!!think i am having no fate with my bag...argh!then went to heeren...lol..raining i was like waiting for the DBS black card to shelter me..anyway sifan bought the same umbrella as me..so conicidence...haha..in heeren..spotted a guy around my age and then a girl aged i think10-12 yrs old lah..then the girl was like feeding the guy sweet and like playing with him..gosh..my first impression was so young have such a stead arx..gave them that kind of 'unbelievable' look and the guy saw my expression quickly tried to pretend and clear my wrong impression..anyway didnt really care though it is a little embarrassing...after that went to far east...there very de messy..dun really get used to it....wanted to find key chain ended up cant find..headed home around like 5+

tml still need to head back to orchard to buy my new yr clothes and my bag..still hadn find my sch bag yet...

2005-12-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

yay!this yr christmas is so fun!!woh!!haha..though nvr really have gifts exchange but the festival mood is there...i love the christmas food!!eat too much le...must go on a diet...

actually hadnt bought bel Xmas presents yet....sorry...will find for u on tues when i go shopping with sifan on tues...will be going out almost everyday this week...and this is making me panic...i still have so much undone holiday assignment..really quite regret not completin it earlier:(

saw mr lee just now before coming hm..blegh:X he is looking at the way i dress again..come on i with my family lorx..not in sch leh...still want to 'guan'they nvr even say anything bout the way i dress u care wad!argh!!just hate the stress u are giving me sometimes...god..have to be good in sch and back hm...where's life?

will not blog anymore..going to go enjoy my christmas mood...meanwhile pray hard i can complete my hmwk in time..

2005-12-23T10:56:00.000+08:00

ytd is 'dong zhi' so ate tang yuan...nice!but i dun like the peanut one..i prefer the 'hei zi ma'....ytd accompany my bro to get his sch result...glad he is happy with his new sch..now no one at hm..mum and dad went with my bro to go to his new sch...

it is 23/12/05..supposed to be in band camp now but.......long story..anyway this date mean holiday ending soon..:( and christmas is coming:) tml is like christmas eve le!yay!have a get to gether tml!!!alot food to eat tml...yay!make me look so greedy here...haha..hmm...haven really bought christmas gift for my frenz...must go shopping le...bought myself like a bag and a skirt..damn!heart ache!cost like $100...erm..and i think i still own my mum mp3 money...er...
and god...i hadnt finish holiday assignment yet..left add math and lit...argh!! holiday just pass so quickly..dun seem to get things done..

now i am writing wishes in friendster to ppl i noe...

[[full-time slacker]]

2005-12-17T11:43:00.000+08:00

ytd went to do s.s proj...actually not really doing the project..haha..ended up shopping around causeway pt...lol..took neo print to pass time since we needed to buy cardboard at popular..and it open at 11 while we reached there at 10+....we took around 40 min in the neoprint shop..i just dunno why so long...ok anyway after taking most of the shop were already open..went to make a key chain and bought tigger...haha..all now hanging on my hp..make my hp so heavy.headed to the library to do our proj..within less than an hr we completed the main pts..

backtrack a little...god..when we reached causeway pt it is dark and quiet as most of the shop were close..then we saw a couple making out...gosh!yek!me and liz just lose count of the number of times they did that...worst we sat like a level higher than them and it is directly in front of them..the view was so damn clear...yew!me and liz were like giving live telecast...god..disgusting...they shld just get a room...

[[the guy in my dream was so sweet..but who was he exactly?]]

2005-12-15T20:08:00.000+08:00

so tired...wake up..trying hard to revise my chemistry but ended up slack..woke up quite late..then my mum asked me to help her with her housework..ended up scrubbing the floor..that is a tedious job ok!hopefully this can help me to lose more weight..anyway quite useless lah..

supposed to be here to research my ss proj...argh!ended up blogging...

2005-12-13T20:07:00.000+08:00

ok it has been more than a week since i blog...regretted for not blogging till now...cause i guess i had forgotten wad had happened during that week..well ya..i am lazy...anyway will blog till where my memories could bring me to...

tues:
oh ya....went to celebrate coli's bday..went to watch prime in the morning at orchard...welljust so sick and tired of orchard these days..nthing new...anyway prime is a nice movie!then went to eat pastamania..the food there ex la.but it is nice lor...coli wanted to search for clothes and we went to find for her..end up she didnt buy...took neoprints!yaY!haha..these neoprints are so successful..it is like every single pic is so perfect....hehe...then after shopping realise it was still so early..we decided to sit at the place where the tong xin yuan de ruan mian mian sit,we like copy her and sit there..but we were thinking and discussing who will be sitting there thinking of the past...?haha..then suddenly a guy took his camera ph to take a pic of you..ok i am lame here...stop crapping..

fri:
had forgotten wad happened on wed and thurs..anyway...doris aunt came to my hse to do her ipod..however ended up her ipod needed servicing...then went out with the rest of the aunties...went shopping!shopping spree....bought a pink skirt...it is so ex..like 70+ then luckily got discount...anyway i use my own money to pay ok!haha..then doris aunt treat us fish and co..the food there damn nice lor...then the waiter keep serving us the wrong thing cause they mixed up the table...haha..they served those we didnt order..we were like wanting to be kiasu,drink and eat them then pretend u dunno...lol..bad us rite?!anyway...went to suntec to buy laptop..(my aunt one)then rush to bishan just to get for my brother his harry potter vcd...argH!make us cannot drink coffee at tcc!went back to my grandma place to visit her then...

sun:
went to orchard....ya again...this time we went to get all the sch stuff and new yrs stuff,,,bought sch shoes...and my bro lucky him...got a converse shoes...sch shoes and adidas sch bag...hadnt found my sch bag lor..nthing nice....anyway did buy a converse shirt only ok!haha..wont go to much details...

today*
ok today has band..dunno why my hands seem so weak...play a while of horn tired le...very sianz..gossip alot lah..haha...now my mum and dad are watching hk series rented one..even my dad is so crazy over it..first time....haha

god...hmwk...i hadnt even practice any stuff yet..i think i will head hui ping advice...dun do hmwk first practice..these way finally when needed to hand in my hmwk i will force myself to do..instead of now dragging it...

2005-12-04T17:02:00.000+08:00

Went queensway shopping centre today..Wanted to buy several things like bags and shirts..End up I bought some ear rings,necklace and anklets..all very cheaps..
2 necklaces-$8.90 & $9.90
1 anklet-$1.90
1 button earing-$0.80
1 dangling earings-$1.90

god..i hadnt touch my holiday hmwk yet....argh!!seeing the piles of undone hmwk just pissed me off...haix..tml wil be home whole day...think i better start tml...

[[shopping spree..yay!]]

2005-12-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

woke up real early this morning..around 8?went to orchard to catch 10.15 of harry potter movie with my mum and bro...
the second time seeing that show,haha..my reflection:
-it is more nicer than the first time i watch...i dunno why!?
-the yule dance is like celebrating racial harmony..haha.look
cho chang=qipao
harry potter=western suit
lavander=sari
-i thought hermonie was supposed to wear a blue costume instead of a pink one?! is it so hard to find a blue costume?
-i like ceddric more...haha
-harry potter is more appealing to me...:p
-hermonie has wrinkles

went to heeren and saw many stuff to buy...resist!!bought a billabong cap..the next target is a roxy one...also bought a pink skirt..finding sick of orchard...it is like so boring shopping the same old place all the time...why is singapore so small?!

[[stuck here...]]

2005-12-01T17:25:00.000+08:00

dammit..i am so so so dead exhausted...i swear i went outdoor for like 3 days and i didnt even i get any darker....no sun?! argh!

monday:
went to seoul garden at orchard with my mum,bro and aunts...quite fun..they renovated the place..it is about the same but the food got more variety le...thy got dim sums and also spaghetti...yummy!then went to shop shop around chinatown..there the cd quite cheap..then went hospital to visit my grandma...

tuesday:
sophia,bel,liz and rui ting came to my hse to complete the final of the english project..finally we managed to complete it..ok all thxs to rui ting cause she already help us to do the base of the brouchure liao..thank you..then after that at 3+ met myrin and leave with liz,ruiting to attend 3F bbq!the journey was ok..thx goodness we took the taxi instead of a bus..anyway..saw chun keat and gang but they left earlier to took the bus..went we got there we went cycling..taught rui ting and liz...ok maybe not all credits are mine..fine...they all go to myrin...then went to the sea rock and enjoy the view...listen some songs...bbq everyone is like fighting for food..ended up ate like very little..anyway this bbq is so fun and nice...then around 8++ mr lee wanted to go back...and me,myrin and ruiting share or maybe took a lift home...in the taxi was like discussing about physic stuff...duh! and then talk bout combined and pure sci..went home,mum was like asking me why am i back so early?! .......duh.........shld have stayed longer!argh@!
oh ya went there feed blood to mosquitoes too...

wed;
which was ytd went to sentosa..meet the horn seciton at the kahtib..then ok the weather is damn bad..it was drizzling!sob!no sun!no sun tan!no tanned skin!!argh!but came home my face was red..ok nvm..then went there to buy tibits first and then couldnt get our volleyball pumped...and instead we did something bad..real real bad...couldnt say here...cause...if caught....anyway then play some volley ball and then went cycling...ouch!my backside and legs are aching so badly..cycle for consecutive 2 days..woh!anyway after cycling the wind was so strong then we were walking by the beach then the sand all flying towards us..hey no joke..it is damn painful.....it is like piercing into ur skin...oucH!then went to swim in the sea..took lots of photos too.ok i was not so high yesterday cause i am really very exhausted.so ok wei ling,hui juan and lan fang were like on drugs...alex the blur one..haha..after that went to bathe and headed home..nvr had dinner with the rest cause it is really very late and i am very dead,very blur..head home myself..sorry guys couldnt go to harbour front to eat dinner with u ppl and shops..next time k?!went home bathe and straight to bed le

today:
legs,hands,backside,everywhere are aching badly....so painful...wake up at 10 and started to clean my room..damn tired..so many thing in my room...packed for 2 days still hadn pack finish yet..god...still left some parts left unpacked..realise i had sooo much things...took off all my posters on my wall..and now my mum said the room looked so plain...argh!no bad..at least now she asked me to buy poster to put in my room..haha...

it seem to be a torture writing all these happenings in the past 3 or 4 days...my hands are aching...tml going out to catch harry potter again..yay!and shopping!yay!!!

[[sun!!i wanna to be more tanned!]]

2005-11-27T19:58:00.001+08:00

today went to mount faber..it was a very nice place..since it was near my grandma house so she just went to have a look..the scenery was fantastic....it is like u can see the whole singapore,,,standing at the top looking down...make me feel so xin fu..from there see the sentosa it is like very small..then at another side,u can catch the view of a whole city area...whow!can see orchard and my dad's office there wor...then there got the world tallest christmas tree..the structure is there but the decoration are not up yet...
anyway here are some pic taken...(thats when camera ph get so handy)

[[feeling so xin fu with u by my side....]]

2005-11-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

i am rotting soon...god....i am just too lazy to do anything...too lazy to blog,too lazy to start any holiday hmwk..too lazy to hang out with frenz,too lazy to tidy my room...i need to find my motivation.....!

today:
went to visit my grandma in the noon and then went to clarke quey....oh my god....that place rock!it is just so bad and pity that i am not 18!argh!!!2 more years and that will be the first place i will go...very nice night scenery!it was like wOW!haha..the whole lane down is like nightclub,dining,clubbing....and i am underage to enter..except for the dining and not forget tcc!haha...this place was full of ah moh...walking down reminds me of the memories when i am in australia...haix...the night club seems so fun..i love the names given..there are egs,the forbidden city,1 night stand,asylum...very cute names...saw the buggee jumping..i was wondering who will take it..the purpose of them to have this thrill flight is so that we are able to see the whole of singapore and part of malaysia?! but a person once sat down on the seat and when it reached the highest point or maybe when it was speeding up,people will be closing their eyes or maybe screaming...closing their eyes!how will they catch the view?!confused!anyway that place is a very nice night spot...that will be the first place i will hit out when i am 18...thats when i am no more underage..!;) clarke quey rocks!

some pics!

yesterday:
went to do project with bel,liz,sophia,and rui ting..apparently the project we are ahead of time...then do at woodlands library..then went to causeway to shop since we ended early like around 1++ yup..saw sifan and gang..haha..and also saw wei ling..nope we didnt took neoprints..haha...

will be busy next week although there is no band but i am freaking busy...
mon: going seoul garden with aunts
tues: completion of eng project and class bbq!
wed: section outing at sentosa! (i gotta apologise to the entire horn section...sorry because of me u guys have to keep changing the dates....sorry....i am a very busy woman u see..haha...anyway thanks..and sorry for any inconvience)
thurs: whew!that will be the only day i will be free....
fri: watching harry potter with bro and mum...

holiday so short and yet having a freaking hectic schedule!

2005-11-22T12:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch harry potter with myrin and hui ping...erm..it is not as nice as i expected cause many of the scene is cut away..watching the first scene make me think i was in the wrong cinema...anyway..most of the character had grown up..
reflection of the movie:
-they had all qrown up
-i love malfoy...
-oh ya i love cedrric too <3
-harry potter ok lah...grew more mature and handsome but not my type...
-hermonie..god she is real pretty...
-cho chang erm...no comment on her cause i not in the anti-katie campaign
-too fast...scene change too quickly...
-the book is soo much nicer
-i prefer this dumbledore
-realise i am a muggle too

before watching went to mac for breakfast.NO supersize for me!then gossip alot..lol then saw yu ching,yan hua and haishi they watching the same movie as us luckily they not sitting beside me!whew!then went library at sun plaza..took the 859..the bus route had changed and ytd we took a whole ride around sembawang..quite bo liao lah

today nvr go band..ya wadever i am a bad girl..i am ~~having chalet now ok!~~

[[i am a myggle]]

2005-11-20T22:09:00.000+08:00

ok first gotta write the holiday hmwk here so as to remind me to do those never ending hmwk...
homework:
1.a paper of e math
2.a paper of add math
3.chemistry ws
4.english project
5.s.s project
6.lit,3 chapt of mindmap and still counting
7.2 chinese book review
8.chinese newspaper cuttings
9.3 english book review
resolutions during the holiday... a short holiday
-revise physic
-revise chemistry
-practice add math
-practice e math
-clean my room!serious my room is in such a horrible state
-read finish the english teacher bk..(god....the bk is so damn boring....)
-do housework(can help to lose weight)

god....doing lit hmwk i think is the worst...we still dunno exactly wad hnwk there are going to be but i am sure we are supposed to write long essay etc....and packing my room will be worst too...cause my room is so dead messy that i couldnt find which corner shld i start...scary!

today went to orchard to buy the christmas tree...went to several shopping centre before finding one!realise that christmas is like coming! everywhere around orchard there are these beautiful decorations....bought my adidas shoes!yay!found it and at last got my size!thx mummy! also bought a black jacket?! yup and then very funny things happen today in orchard...

1. it was raining/drizzling and this ah moh guy in front of us was holding an umbrella but he did not use it...he just walk under the rain.getting himself drenched!my mum was like laughing cause we were having a hard time covering our head,preventing the rain droplets from hitting us and there he was enjoying the rain...duh!

2.at somerset mrt station there...there is a DBS road show and i dunno wad they were promting..however the promoters were carrying black umbrella and they were supposed to shelter ppl to cross the road since it was raining too..then me and my mum was standing near to a promoter hoping he is able to shelter both of us end up we were still drenched!argH! i was wondering how much $$ do they earn just to shelter ppl cross the road...just like tat?! easy money rite!? lol...

hmm..both incident seem to link with rain....hmm...

2005-11-19T21:39:00.000+08:00

ok it has been a week plus since i last blog..i think i hit the new record....anyway many things happen during this week or so so going to sumarise it in this entry...bear with me pls.

ok yesterday was finally,offically the last day of sch this year! whew! i managed to survive the 3 weeks with me everyday going to sch without ponning..Yay!proud to say that...apparently wanted to pon during the last day of sch..but guess well...it will also be the last day when all the 3F can get together...during the last period was like cleaning the class room...realise have to leave this class room..there are many memories both happy and sad...and i believed we all will missed junyin!

thurs
had the physic test to sort of determine whether we can continue to take pure sci..damnit!this sch this class is giving us sooo much stress...why other sch not so troublesome and why only mr lee's class affecting...why cant it be fair and take the final yr result to determine...yes i say tat because i knew i wont do good in this test..i nvr even really go to study...nth seem to go into my head when i read them...fine i just give up lah

at last i managed to return the things i own ppl
going for 3F bbq!(cant wait for that)-paid $8 le
band fund-$2
band concert-$15
result slip for band-photcopy
membership test-photocopy
weiling shirt-return

will blog the rest another day..for now i gtg le..

2005-11-11T20:38:00.000+08:00

will be blogging what has been happening for the past few days..

thurs:
went to the URA building...alot of nice building models they have...woh!that was so beauthiful..at that moment it really makes me think that is singapore that big?!though it supposed to be for s.s but end up just having the fun there.oh ya even took a class photo with ms lim this time..and one more with erika,wan yi,sop and liz

went to help with the junior band since wei ling cant make it..me and alex came...it was so fun in junior band...so slack and so relax...woh!
today:
have lunch with bel...walk around northpt and went back to band...we were the 2nd to reach haha...band so quiet..many went to the temple,some pon lah..
my mouth damn hurt..had been blowing horn since 2 this afternoon..mr toh came early today but band surprising end earlier but there is a reason lah..horn section was pathetic small..oni me and hui juan at first then alex came..so ke lian...

anyway today lesson as usual.oh ya..erika had gone to Shanghai le!lucky girl!how i wish i am over there....maybe...she is enjoying the snow there now!?...dunno whether shld i go for the class bbq...bel,myrin and huiping not going le..almost my 'family' not going le..go there like no fun...

[[put the lime in the coke]]

2005-11-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

ok find...cant write anything bad about **** cause he is reading it...so better be nice in this post..

anyway receive the days for band prac during holiday...so many some more the hours are like half the day..damnit!

tml going to book movie tix with hui ping for the HARRY POTTER SHOW!! 9 more days! cant wait for that...btw i am not under the anti chochang fans club..haha

went to grandma hse straight after band then just came hm..occupying myself with my MP3..have to redownload the songs again...luckily my dad managed to change a new set for me..
really gotta thank liz for lending me her cds!thankie! muak!love my GAY! haha

oh ya coli went with me for lunch today..intended to go causeway but at last went to northpoint instead...we apparently shop every single shop we could find them in order to pass time.have to thank coli alot lah..for postponing the time later for the sake of me..thankie!ate KFC and realised that mash potatoes and salad go well with each other..haha...and remember to eat chicken without the skin..lol

happy bday jingyi! may all ur wishes and dreams come true ya!sorry cant go and celebrate with u at seoul garden today...sorry...got band...

[[must jia you in horn le...]]

2005-11-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

will be changing a new layout soon..so wont be blogging till the new layout come out..

it will have to depend on how hardworking i am to do the layout..;P

2005-11-04T21:42:00.000+08:00

god...u shld look at wee chow msn nick:'one night stand with 15 yr old gal at only $30'.....

anyway finally...finally...i got my MP3!!yay!so happy..haha..was like fumbling with it...at last i managed to figure it out..thx to coli's help too!thankie!
my brother bought a PSP!!AHH!!! a lucky guy..haha..was 'bickering' with him to let me play with it....hehex

today band so shuang! no nite practice so till6.combine with junior band...ok lah..haha..they so damn funny...
went to the indian temple today...so many ppl went for next week..left like less than half the class...haiz...there ok lah...got tour around the temple and also got vegetarian food but didnt want to eat end up so hungry during band prac till all the way hm..

2005-11-02T21:24:00.000+08:00

ok today actually want to pon sch one since it was such a great weather..raining..woh...so cooling...dread of waking up in the morning..luckily i did go today cause 4 ppl pon sch today...dunno they have reasons anot..but can see mr lee wasnt that pleased with that...so whew!he warned us today again bout the attendance...haix..dun seem to have the chance to pon anymore...*hopefully no teacher is reading this*

aftee sch went to grandma hse...wanted to accompany myrin to check out some cds...so itchy.. wanting to buy so many cds...5566*i am so crazy over them these day*,westlife...(dunno when will it be out),dance nation and jay chou oh ya hiliary duff too! *sobx*no money le..still saving money to buy my dream mp3...

i am already in holiday mood..i am in no mood to study back hm..mayb i can concentrate in sch but at hm i dread of holding a pen..seeing the undone hmwk just make me sulk!

thinking of getting new blogskins..why am i not commited to one skin? haix..but everyone was saying my skin is sweet..but why i find it ok oni..plain?! or am i too fussy...?

[[i hate to see u suffer...]]

2005-11-01T18:55:00.000+08:00

went orchard today...today is Deepavali..so it means holiday!!yay!went toeat buffet at hiton hotel..woh!so full... went heeren since my bro wanted to buy a pencil case..then spot on a pair of adidas shoes......argh!*heart iching for it le...* finally bought a black OP shirt for my band..no have to borrow from wei ling le...thankie wei ling for lending me ur black tee all along....

sianz back to sch tml le...damn slack here..still got a thick pile of holiday hmwk untouched and also math hmwk undone...haiz

[[ mp3]]

2005-10-30T17:17:00.000+08:00

3 days without updating my blog..hmm...

fri was the ~~last~~ day of sch..it supposed to be the last day of sch..whow!cant imagine hoe fast sec 3 life past..it seem so fast...thinking back..it seem like yesterday when i just entered into 3F feeling like a stranger..but anyway get to see my classmates and fren till nov 18..gotta come back for sch for normal lesson..argh!! saw sec 2 hugging and crying away that day..make me think of the time when we were in 2E everyone feeling sad to be departed....haha...i remember i went through all these before....
oh ya had the open hse for the pri sch kids..haha..they were shown a video which has protray best part of the sch...i was telling myself they are going to get cheated like our batch...anyway..we played badly lah...sianz...
had band..practice songs that are performing on sun for minister visit.(which is today)

today went to sch early in the morning to prepare ourselves for the minister visit..it was like...blegh!u practice for like days and so much effort put in...in the end u only play 2 songs and it is less than 5 min....argh! so dead tired now....yawn....!

realised that i am blogging lesser and lesser each entry....help! hopefully can find a suitable blogskin to change again!...

[[ do u need my support?]]

2005-10-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

ok today got back our result slip...it just sux! there are 4 subjects which i can jump to another grade just bacause of a mark..just one more mark!argH!

went to hospital to visit grandma and just came hm..so tired....i really hope god can bless her through this ordeal and let her be ok...be safe and be strong...i need her!!!

nvr had my dinner..well...sort of losing my appetite...nvr mind take it as i on a diet...aunties were saying i am growing fatter...*sobz sobx*auntie susan is finally back from her holiday in INDIA...woh!she got such a bad sun burn.

decided to take the HSK chinese exam le...finally after myrin persuaded me to take the challenge...

tml gonna perform for the pri sch kid for the sch open house...i am so dead tired...gotta reach sch by 7.

westlife cd is finally out!whow!that's fast..their last album the jazz one i think i only listen it less then 8 times..god...but now they were back to their 'boyband' style le....or maybe a 'manband' sound more mature...shane has a child...god...just cant believe how time flies..a dad!!!

[[i promise you i will study real hard...i will listen the things u tell me: 'yao yong xin tah chek' and i will really really promise i will study hard grandma!]

2005-10-25T20:07:00.000+08:00

ok let me update what happening on sun and mon

sun:
went to suntec city or shld i say marina square..ok..suppose to go to suntec ctiy and then headed to marina square instead...it is a new renovated shopping centre but not all is fully open yet...there are nice shop lah..not bad..haha..inside got bowling alley...quite big lorx..then there are arcade,movies etc....very nice...saw the quan yifeng and bryan hair saloon le...name HEATWAVE.woh!haha....persuaded my mum to bring me there for a hair cut next time..yay! didnt really get to shop cause ended up watching the superhost top 16 contestents...some ppl really had the talent to host...mostly girls actually..they are so damn fluent in their chinese...haha..there was one contestant i think if he managed to hit that round many teens will be crazy over him cause he has the 'derrick' look lor...his brother was there and was one of the contestant too...anyway catch the show to find out more lah...haha..am i helping channel u to promote their show?!~

mon:
yesterday was promotion day...and so we students do not need to go to sch!..went out with sifan,peiling,coli,jien en,shawn,alex and ~~jie sheng~~ xuan kai to so call celebrate jien en belated bday..it was ok..though was pissed off at times.took neoprints..it was not bad too..hehex...went heeren to shop shop..but didnt really had the time to shop..didnt manage to find the ear ring i want.but i managed to find the pencil case i want!yay!planned to go seoul garden to eat instead the seoul garden in orchard went for renovation!arGH!and shawn lost his wallet...haix..so concidence outside seoul garden there is a long sliver 'table' haha...alex said it was planned.someone who didnt knew seoul gargen was renovating is able to use this table to have conferencing..haha..that was what we did lah....we were like dicussing where else can we go..lol..at last decided to go to plaza singapura to eat pizza hut...it was cheap and worth it but their service charge was so ex...then took neoprints with the guys and headed hm..anyway it was such a failure..too crowded not everyone can see their face..warning to head:never take neoprint with 8 ppl...

today;
had sch today...wanted to pon sch but guess i had to keep my gd girl image and went back to sch...we were like all begging mr tan not to stop teachin us next yr..we dun wan another math teacher....! was quite tired today..sleepy face..a zombie i am! had band...practicing those that that are performing this wk..quite tired....

[[i pray for you!but you have to be strong!very strong!]]

2005-10-22T19:03:00.000+08:00

today went orchard..haha..went for a shopping spree....lolx...bought a pair of slipper too...there are so much more to buy..but since my dad was there..i had to restrain myself..showed mum the bag that i want and she promised to buy it for me! yay! ;)

will be going suntec tml..hopefully will get the pencil case that i want there...

[[shopping spree without the money]]

2005-10-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

what a long day today....blegh!

had lesson...got back humanities result...it just sux...i hate my results...chinese got back le...guess i just cant survive the JC paper la...thx god my chinese compo pull me up..quite glad with my overall math result...well guess it was the earlier part of the yr that pull my whole marks down but i am contented with the class position of my math result..:)

then went for lunch with sifan and coli...god!alex does not know how to go to orchard taka..haix..i was like so surprised.anway it was a great time for 3 of us to share a small small bowl of ice jelly cocktail...romantic lolx.

went to see interhse volleyball match...aiyo..this hang yang...make me search for him before the match...went missing...haix...make everyone so anxious....then that teacher so biased!argh!!!see her captain not yet here to play ask us to pause the game...then when we were short of a person we were told to play handicapped...b***H! pretend to nvr see the fouls that ur hse make...u sux big time!at last her hse got champion lorx...so what..the rest of the hse played through fair style...red hse got 3rd..but hang yang played very well...yay!haha..he is my new vb idol!

band today was ok.quite fun actually..tired...

[[bitch!]]

2005-10-20T20:15:00.000+08:00

sianz...took back 5 subj today....was quite disappointed though..esp emath and add math..had so much careless mistake!chemistry was such a blegh....tml getting the rest of the subj le..haix...then it will end all my worries...

still considering whether to go to the class chalet anot..did so badly for eoys..dun seem to have mood to go le...think i better start preparing myself for the 0s

had band today....ya extra urgent band practice..we had 3 more performances next week...*belgh..... sianx..practice like crazy le...tml still have band...i think i really lost my 'stamina' in horn..blow a while today and my hands were aching le....

volleyball interhse:haha!YAY!! red house won...manage to get into the next round...jiayou worx red hse!

oh ya today was chatting with elvina*shi fu ni hao*,liz,erika,wanyi the best way to die
aim: die beautifully and without pain.
1.jumping down from a building -however blood will be oozing out of your body...yewh!
2.drink too much water -clear away all your nutrients and vitamins inside your body..*quite lame lah
3.drink detol-must go and wash all your organs..
4.inject yourself with poisonous medicine-painful*ouch!*
5.lock yourself in car where u will die of inhaling too much CO *body and face will turned black*
6.drown yourself-body will become bloated.

the moral of the story:there is no way u can die beautifully and have a painless death..

hewasjustbeingsetup.wonderwhichbitchframehim.whowanttorapeyouarx.bitch.usuxbigtime.anyhowaccusecristianoronldoofrapingyou.

[[i am sure he is innocent..i trust him..u bitch!]]